After Rammstein

The Rammstein Effect

Last night was everything I had imagined my first time to be. Reesh was sweet and gentle and now laying beside me.. He's mine. The only true problem last night was the lack of a condom but Reesh said he'd do the 'pull out' method, usually I wouldn't have trusted it but there was no stopping the passion last night.

I was noticeably sore and couldn't help but wince while sitting up and getting up. I noted we were still on the couch... We didn't make it to the bedroom? Ehh.. Whatever. My bitchy side began nagging on me "you know, he won't be interested in you anymore" I mentally rolled my eyes "no think about it, you were only special because you were an innocent virgin" shut the hell up! Damn... I need a physiatrist.

I walked to the bathroom and noticed I was glowing, like a happy glow. I looked exactly the same though. I thought I was supposed to look more sophisticated or something, oh well. I grabbed my phone noticing I had a missed call from my dad, shit.. What do I say? Sorry I couldn't get to the phone my german teacher took my virginity? Like dafuq. I'm not ready for this but It'll be better to get it over with now. I went to the balcony and closed the door so I wouldn't wake Reesh up. I called dads number "hello?" Ooh.. He answered on the first ring. "Hey daddy! What's up?" I heard a smile play onto his face "oh Ivy! It's good to hear from you! I called last night buy you must've been busy" yeah busy screwing the guy you hired to teach me german.. Ugh. "Yeah, I wasn't feeling well last night" I sighed in relief to my own quick wit "oh, well feel better kiddo! But I just wanted to let you know I have the promo Poison Ivy guitar collection ready if you'd like to see a picture?" I smile "yeah! I can't wait to see them dad" I honestly didn't care about the guitars but it was a sweet gesture from my father. "I'll send you one right now of the entire collection,then I'll send you a picture of the one you'll only have" yay! "Okay thanks dad, I miss you" I heard a sad sigh "I miss you too, i love you baby girl" oh no.. Don't call me baby girl! I'm not anymore! We hung up and he immediately sent the pictures, I debated opening them.. I'll love them for sure but I miss my dad and honestly I miss my mom, I really would like to take Reesh and go home. I opened them to see a beautiful collection, the colors were amazing and my personalized one was the best of all. The gorgeous green color that had sparkles incorporated into it with thin vines painted up it...and then in big white cursive letters spelled out 'Ivy' it was the beautifulest thing I had laid my eyes on except for Richard.

I sighed and gazed out towards the already busy city of Berlin. I watched the people carrying on with their lives but here I am just watching down upon them some are school children making their way to school and others are going to work. Work. Something I'd probably never have to do in life. Just then I felt arms wrap around my waist and hug me from behind, Reesh ugh. If this is what it's like to be in a relationship then I never want to leave it! He began kissing my neck "good morning to you too" I said giggling "mmm. How are you today?" He whispered into my neck still sucking on my exposed skin, I knew it'd leave a hickey "I'm fine, and you?" He laughed "well I had this best time with you last night so I'd say good" I smiled and turned into his embrace "good" was all I could say "who was that?" I smiled at the hint of jealousy in Reesh's voice "my dad, he sent me a picture of what the guitar collection looks like" it's almost hard to believe in this moment that back in America I'm kind of a big deal... Well my parents are. I feel so...normal here in Berlin. "Did you tell him about us?" I shook my head "I didn't want to ruin the happy moment.. He's gonna be pissed" Reesh nodded "when do I get see the guitar collection?" I pulled the picture up on my phone "here's the collection, the next picture is mine. No one else will have it" Reesh smiled "that's really badass Ivy!" I laughed "yeah, yeah" I'm loving this relationship thing.

A/N: hurray for pointless filler chapters <3 if you're reading this right now...hi. Okay bye!