After Rammstein

Ich Mein..uhh..Birthday?

Richard did stay they night in a guest room and today, was a special day so I ran to the room he was sleeping in and started banging on it, since mom and dad still weren't home... "Open up Kruspe!" I yelled, eventually the door opened to reveal a shirtless Richard rubbing his eyes. 'Don't look at his body! Don't check his abs out!' But I did anyway, he finally cleared his throat to get my attention, I looked up at him to see him smirking "like what you see?" I rolled my eyes and sarcastically nodded "of course, is that my birthday present?" I pointed to his bare chest "today's your birthday?" He asked wide eyed "yep" I smiled "Happy birthday!" He said in german...but had to translate it out to me, "how old are you?" I just leaned against the doorway "I'm eighteen" he got wide eyed "what?" I asked curious "nothing" I laughed "it's because I'm legal right?" He shook his head blushing while I kept laughing. "I'm just kidding geez" he rolled his eyes and walked back into the room leaving the door open "wow..." He began putting his shirt on "it all of a sudden feels like I've known you forever, like I can joke around with you and not feel awkward afterwards" he just smiled "good" I walked in the room and my phone vibrated 'won't be home until tomorrow happy birthday, love you xoxo' I rolled my eyes and exhaled loudly "what?" Richard asked as I fell onto the bed "mom and dad aren't coming home until tomorrow..." Typical "oh, do you want me to stay here a while?" I smiled but remembered he probably has a life outside of this house "no, you have a life...go live it!" I said dramatically "actually, no I don't.. And I'd be living just fine here with you" aww I couldn't help but blush at that "that was adorable.." He just laughed.

After just killing time by talking in his room I noticed a small key by the tv "dads alcohol key!" I yelled knowing I probably sounded crazy "what?" Was all Richard said "my dads alcohol key! He's his it from me since I was fifteen and well..I found it!" Richards face read 'seriously?' I just gave an evil grin "Ivy! No! You're going to get into so much trouble!" I ignored him as I ran to my father's study room and unlocked the cabinet that held at least three hundred and twenty dollars worth of booze. I rummaged through until I came across some Jack Daniels I pulled it out and observed the bottle..it was full completely full. "Ivy! Your not even of drinking age" I rolled my eyes "for a man that's heavy metal you're kinda being a little bitch...and to think I figured flake would've been the bitch of the group" he sighed "I just don't want to see you in trouble" I raised an eyebrow and turned around to face him "are you going to tell on me?" I asked he just sighed in defeat and said "no.." I smiled and went up to him "thank you Reesh, now you have the choice to drink with me or awkwardly watch me drink" he gave in and grabbed a bottle of liquor from the cabinet.

"I've hardly ever drunk liquor with the sun still out" I looked over to him "you mean any concerts you've done you haven't got drunk first? Pfft..yeah right" he shook his head "seriously, Only before the concerts was it a ritual for us to take one shot of tequila. That's it." I nodded I liked hearing stories of his old band days, not that I'd heard any other than this one. I had half the bottle I was drinking downed "you know, I've never been drunk before" Richard looked over to me from the chair he was sitting in while I somehow ended up sitting on the desk "you're under aged, that's a pretty normal thing" I shook my head "no, no... Most kids my age has already gotten drunk an did other things" he had a confused look so I imitated sexual acts with my hands, the alcohol obviously effecting me I'd never tell anyone that if otherwise. He just said a small 'oh..'

My head was fuzzy and the pit of my stomach was warm "hey! Y-you know what'd be funny?" I hiccuped out "what?" I got off the desk and walked over to him "what're you doing?" My head was to fuzzy I didn't even know what I was doing "shh..I just really like your german accent" I said while putting my finger to his lips, I eventually climbed across his lap and sat down "Richard..I want you to be my first..." I see his eyes go wide "no, you're drunk Ivy." I shook my head "no I'm not!" He then began pushing me off him "no, please! I really know what I'm doing, I'm not drunk at all" I said as soberly as I could and I noticed he relaxed "really?" I nodded "I-I am" i hiccuped again this time he picked me all the way up and I blacked out...that's the last thing I remember.

Later on it was night, I woke up in my bed..my head was killing me so I slowly sat up trying to remember when I got glimpses of last night...oh god. I basically threw myself at Richard Zven Kruspe... And he didn't take me. I don't know which one was more hurtful the fact that he didn't want me or the fact that I put myself in that situation. I just laid back down and tried to go back to sleep.