After Rammstein

Sleep over at Till's

My head began swooning and my mind was fuzzy as the guys and I sat on the couch basically just poking each other in the side for entertainment... Hey, it seemed fun at the time. Eventually Till cranked the music up to the point where the house practically shook, it was a nice experience that I was sure would leave me deaf in the morning but for now I'd let it gooo! Isn't that what that frozen song told me to do? Let it go? Whatever.

I was up dancing to the music with a bottle of german beer in my hand, I didn't care who was watching..because guess which Rammstein song Till had playing? I'll give you a hint it starts with 'P' and ends in 'Y'. That song had always made me want to move along with it..I don't know why. Every piece of furniture became a weapon of my dancing destruction, and by that I mean u basically just rolled across them and continued dancing.. I think I was doing pretty good, I had always been a good dancer and tumbler in my gymnastics classes as a child. But before I knew it the guys were clapping for me and I couldn't help but feel flattered, I guess my drunken spirit animal was a stripper or something..always craving the attention of guys which was something I didn't want in my sober state of mind. Finally the song ended and I plopped onto the couch upside down, totally forgetting I was wearing a skirt but I felt that all private areas were still covered. The guys just watched in awe as I flipped off the couch and landed on my butt with a loud thud.. Ouch, I wasn't feeling any pain though I was laughing.. I'm not sure why but I was, and hard too, the guys joined in the laughter until everything went black... I heard whispers but I couldn't open my eyes. I figured I had just fallen asleep and was dreaming because I felt weightless as if I were floating and then I like I was falling.. It was a surreal feeling.

I began feeling a sharp pain in my head so I sat up..not a good idea, the pain only got worse. I looked around not really remembering where I was, but all I could see was darkness so I laid back down holding my head in my hands not really caring where I was at this point, just enjoying the super soft sheets I was laying on top of and a blanket that wasn't as soft as the sheets but was really close.. I eventually fell back into a deep slumber while petting the mystery sheets.

I was awoken once more but to the sound of yelling, I didn't bother opening my eyes, I knew my headache would come back so for now I'm going to try and fake it out and to be completely honest I wasn't even sure I was awake... The yelling got louder and closer, I tried to listen to what they were saying but eventually picked up that it was german, I'm dreaming in german now? I continued to ponder until a door swung open and a light turned on "Ahh! It burns!" I yelled as I tried opening my eyes to see whoever it was "oww! Turn it off! Turn it off!" I pleaded as my head began aching severely "warum ist sie in Ihrem Zimmer ?! und verkatert!" (Why is she in your room?! And hungover!) I finally opened my eyes back up to see Till and Richard "stop yelling at him!" I slurred out, obviously not ready for this bull. "Why not?! Do you know where you are?! You're in his bedroom and obviously you were drunk! Oh god!" Wait..he thinks I?..oh god no! "Richard we didn't do anything.." Till explained "bullshit! That's why she's in your room? Because you didn't do anything?!" I mentally rolled my eyes while just sitting over the side of the bed running my still sore forehead "we seriously didn't Richard, honestly" I said "yeah right!" Now this is getting out of hand "I put her in here last night, I slept in the room down there!" Till yelled pointing down the hallway but Richard just huffed and puffed in a rage "I didn't know I was in his room Reesh, I woke up last night and there wasn't anyone beside me in bed. He's telling the truth" Richard just shook his head "I can't believe you'd do this to me Till! Or her! God dammit!" He punched the door, "Reesh calm down!" I yelled to the best of my ability "no! I asked you to do one thing! One thing and that was not to drink around them! I knew I should have never introduced you to them!" By now Paul and Oliver along with Christoph was standing in the doorway just watching "really?! Is that how you really feel!? You're the one who took off last night! Not me! Till was nice enough to not send me off in the streets of Berlin, where I'd get lost! Yet you have the nerve to accuse him or me of anything!? And is that really the type of girl you think I am? A slut...that just because I have a little bit of alcohol in me that I'll sleep with them? Well I got news for you, I'm not. And if I had wanted to I would have, I'm eighteen! I'm allowed to do stupid shit! Yet you're in your forties and you're the one pulling the dumb shit! It's ridiculous!" I yelled standing up and walking over to confront him. My head burned in agony but I had to say what needed to be said.

"I'll be in the car..because unlike you i'm not a douche who leaves people behind.." I said to Richard brushing past him while walking out "thanks for letting me crash at your place Till! See you guys later!" I yelled going down the stairs.

I got to the car and sat waiting for Richard...now I know he was just lying about me being his friend..friends don't accuse each other like that, or leave each other behind for that fact! Ugh..I wanna go home..