𝗟𝗨𝗖𝗜𝗗 𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠𝗦 | 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘹

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After waiting for so long, I was starting to lose hope that he'd come.

Changbin: Lix, what you heard at lunch today-

Felix: You don't need to explain yourself, Changbin.

His words stabbed me into the stomach.

Changbin?

What happened to Binnie?

Or my Changbinnie?

Changbin: No-

Felix: Look, you and I, I don't know why or how this is possible, but just because we can see each other in our dreams doesn't mean we have any special between us. This is just a coincidence.

Changbin: Lix, why are you being so cold towards me all of a sudden?

Felix: All of a sudden? I should have done this a long time ago. I let myself get too attached.

Changbin: What do you mean you let yourself get attached? Did you get attached to me? Is that why you want to end this?

Felix: Yes, okay? You're gonna be married soon and I... I'd just get in the way...

Changbin: You wouldn't get in the way, Lix. What does me getting married have to do with our friendship-

Felix: It's friendship to you!

Changbin: So you don't think of me as your friend? Do you not even like me enough to call me your friend?

Felix: It's not that I don't like you, it's that I like you too much.

Changbin: I don't get it.

Felix: I like you as more than a friend, okay?! But you're straight and probably think I'm disgusting. You're even gonna get married to such a popular and pretty girl-

Changbin: Stop that.

Felix: W-what?

Changbin: Stop thinking so low of yourself. Why would I think you're disgusting just because you're gay? In fact, I'm gay too.

Felix: But... Yonghee...

Changbin: She's lesbian and has a girlfriend. We both don't want this marriage, we just have to act like it so that our parents don't fix the date even sooner.

Felix: Oh...

Things suddenly get really awkward and neither of us says anything.

We sit down next to each other and look forward.

Gathering up my courage, I slowly hold Felix's hand, causing him to look at me.

Changbin: What you said... about liking me as more than a friend, is it true?

He nods, breaking eye-contact, probably in embarrassment or fear of rejection.

Felix: But can you just forget I said that? You don't even like me that way-

I cut him off by smashing my lips onto his.

The force of the kiss makes him fall onto the grass, me now hovering above him.

I'm not proud of it, but I have kissed a few boys before, so I know how to kiss.

But Felix doesn't even know how to move his lips right.

Him being a horrible kisser... it's kind of cute, to be honest.

But his lips are shaped so perfectly...

As if they were made to be against mine.

After a while, I break the kiss and caress his cheek with my hand.

Changbin: I like you too...

Felix: R-really?

Changbin: Yeah.

With that, I grab his waist and pull him closer, connecting my lips with his again.

He wraps his arms around my neck, slowly getting the hang of it and kissing me back.

When we break away, I gulp, not sure if I should ask this question now.

Changbin: Lix... can we date in secret? Without anyone knowing?