TW SelfHarm SuicideMentions EatingDisorder Anxiety PanicAttacks SelfDepreciation Anorexia
Tubbo is trans in this but if anyone is uncomfortable by it i can take it out
Please read only if you feel you are in a good headspace/can handle these possibl...
6:30 am We are all piling into two vehicles. Dream driving one, Phil driving the other. Wilbur, Techno, Tubbo, Niki, and I am in the rental van with Phil, and Sapnap, George, and Eret were in Dreams car.
8:13 am "Hey guys? Dream said we are stopping at McDonalds." I nodded even though i don't plan on getting anything. Tubbo is sleeping on my shoulder, Techno is on reddit in the front with Phil and Wil and Niki are in the back watching a movie. Im listening to my playlist. I woke up Tubbo so he could get some food.
"Sure you don't want anything Toms?" Phil asked turning around. Were next in the drive through line.
"Oh yeah no im fine. Im not hungry. Could i just get a coke?" I said. Phil looked a little worried and i could feel Wilbur looking at me knowing i need to eat.
After everyone got food and i got my coke we were back driving. Still nearly 9 hours ahead of us. I only got an hour of sleep last night and Tubbo did too because we ere up in each other's rooms playing games because we were too hyper.
Wil-burr Why aren't you eating?
Tomathy im not rlly hungry wil
Wil-burr Bullshit Tommy when's the last time you really ate anything?
Tomathy im not rlly sure i just havent had an appetite
Wil-burr You need to eat a good supper tonight. Ok? Please Tommy you have been doing so much better. Don't fall back down. Be stronger.
Tomathy ill try tonight
Wil-burr Thank you. I'll help you ok Toms?
Tomathy alright
After Tubbo had finished his food he fell back asleep and decided maybe some sleep wouldn't be so bad for me. I layed my head on Tubbos shoulder as i drifted off. A specific song playing through my earbuds, filling my head.
"I try to show emotion, but my eyes won't seem to wet. I'd love to tell you stories, but I can't remember how they went."
Please let this week go good...
A/N
Made tommys playlist! Give it a listen on spotify!
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