I can't fall in love || D.M.

•chapter 9•

*smut (kinda)*

~jealous~

It was a little bit awkward, I felt bad for ignoring him but I had to. Love only leads to heart break. Especially with a player.

The smell of weed and smoke hit me like a train. It was taking over all my senses. Draco was leant up the door frame, still looking at me.

He didn't say anything so we just walked past him. I spotted Max and decided to go sit by him. He knew I don't like the thought of falling in love so we decided to just have fun and see where it goes. I doubt it would.

He knew about me liking Draco and needing to stay away from him. He knew about my mother and father. I felt comfortable with him.

He was sitting on the couch rolling a spliff. He licked the paper while looking at me and I couldn't help but smile a little. I put my hand over my mouth to stop me from laughing and styled it out as a cough. Stop being dirty minded I thought to myself.

Max looked at me confused and then he realised. He rolled the joint and lit it.

"You wish that was you, huh?" He laughed taking a drag of the spliff.

"Fuck off, how come you're smoking weed it's usually cigarettes" I asked curiously. He passed it to me and shrugged.

I lost count of how much I had to drink, but I still went to get another. It was nice being drunk it made me forget all my worries. And most importantly him.

I grabbed a glass of punch and turned around fast to head over to Max when I bumped into someone.

"S- shit sorry" I hiccuped making me laugh. I looked up to see Draco. I remembered I had to ignore him. So I began to walk away but he grabbed my arm.

"Why are you ignoring me?" He said making me look into his eyes.

"I- I don't know w- what your talking about" I hiccuped making me speak faster.

He pinned me up the wall by the drinks table. "Don't play dumb, you haven't spoke to me in nearly 3 weeks, Lestrange" he snapped.

I tried to get out of his grip but I couldn't, his hands were to tight around my waist.

"I'm not now piss off, I'm trying to have a nice night" I snapped. He let his guard down when he looked me up and down. So I pushed past him walking back over to Max.

He was still smoking, we talked for a while until I saw Draco. He was holding a girls face, it was Astoria. She hated me for some reason and I hated her. She's a bitch.

I felt myself grow angry I wanted to smash something. "Dickhead" I snapped under my breath.

Max noticed "who?... oh" he looked where i was looking.

Play: "ever fallen in love (with someone you shouldn't)" by Buzzcocks.

"Let's dance I love thing song" I said grabbing him hand and pulled him over to the group who were dancing. Yes I'm petty but so is Draco, I wanted him to see us dancing, fuck him.

We were dancing to the song both of us lip sinking the words until I noticed he was looking. It was kinda relatable but I'm not in love.

"He's looking" I whisper in his ear.

"Good" he says cutting me off by slamming his lips into mine. I couldn't help but smile. I was on my tip toes trying to pull him down to my height making him laugh.

We danced for a little while longer. Until we were tired.

I stumbled back to where me and Max were sitting. I needed him right now. My emotions were taking over, I couldn't cope thinking about what Draco was doing with Astoria.