I can't fall in love || D.M.

•chapter 33•

*tw: abuse*
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~confidence~

*play 'I wanna be yours' by Artic Monkeys*

I gasped at her words, making Luke smirk.

He tapped his lap indicating for me to sit down on him. I obliged. I stumbled over to his lap and straddled his waist. My knee stroked dracos, he scoffed and moved up.

"Good girl" Luke whispered into my ear making me shiver.

I ran my hands down his chest, over his shirt buttons. As soon as my eyes met his he grabbed my face and smashed his lips into mine.

He grabbed my waist making me shift, I was now directly over his bulge... I could tell he was big. Fuck.

For a second it felt like the music was the only thing I could hear and it was just me and him.

His hands travelled to my waist he moved me back and forth over his bulge. I gasped allowing him to slip his tongue into my mouth.

The kiss was full of lust and hunger. I couldn't control myself... I moaned quietly into his ear as he kissed my neck and left a mark.

We're not alone- shit.

"Say my name" he whispers loud enough for Draco to hear making him shuffle uncomfortably.

I stayed quiet I was to embarrassed after the moan that escaped my lips.

He grabbed my thighs. "Say my name... or I might have to take you here right now in front of everyone" he stroked a little too high making me shiver.

I moaned his name into his ear as he rocked me over him again. he crashed his lips back into mine before we pulled away, I rolled off of him now sat next to him and Draco on the couch.

"Yeah I think you've had too much to drink" Pansy says raising an eyebrow at me.

"I like the confidence" Estelle says smirking.

I blush and look over at Draco he was staring at his glass, jaw clenched. Suddenly he got up and walked over to Astoria. He pulled her out of the room.

Fucking pathetic. I hate him so fucking much.

"I'm going to dance"

"You're gonna pass out" Estelle said concerned.

"That's the plan" I wink and walk away to the crowd of people.

*play 'dreaming of you' by The coral*

I sway my hips and a little to the music. I couldn't help but relate to the lyrics "up in my lonely room, when I'm dreaming of you. I still need you but I don't want you now" I sang a long a little bit I couldn't help it.

The lyrics were relatable but I didn't know who to Draco maybe I still need him, but I don't want him... I want Luke-

No one could hear me singing the music was too loud, it probably just looked like I was lip syncing.

I earned an amused look from Luke. The songs were playing for a while.

I felt cold hands on my waist, they were big hands and they had rings on. I turned around. Luke...

I swayed my hips to the music and he help into my waist taking control of my movement every now and then.

I turned around "do you wanna go to my dorm?" My eyes met his blue ones, my eyes shot from his lips and back to his eyes.

He laughed "you're pissed"

"I've wanted you for a while, I'm just more... confident" I smirked. "I guess I could find someone else... maybe Cedric or... Draco" I sent him an innocent look.

He clenched his jaw before smashing his lips into mine.

After a few minutes of stumbling around not detaching our lips from the deep kiss, he dragged me into the corridor.

I didn't care about anything right now... I wanted him, needed him.

He slammed me up the wall and kissed me again. He made his way down to my neck I let out small moans.

"Jump" I obliged, he grabbed my thighs and I wrapped myself around him. He kissed me and almost undressed me right there. I pulled away about to say something like 'let's go to my dorm' but I was stopped.

I heard foot steps. That's when u saw him. Draco Malfoy. His shirt was unbuttoned half way, his hair was messy and he was looking at me as he walked back into the common room.

He stared at me I couldn't tell if he was going to smirk or glare at me. I didn't give him the chance. I dragged Luke to my dorm before winking at Malfoy.

We got to my dorm and I sat on my bed waiting for him. He leant over me and whispered into my ear "you should get some sleep, you'll regret this tomorrow"

I know I would I have potions tomorrow and a headache would not help.

he made my lay down and look my dress off, leaving me in my blue lingerie. Then he covered me with the quilt.

"I won't- I'm not ever tired" I yawned. Fuck that's very convincing I thought.

"Goodnight" I hear him whisper.

"Please stay" I whisper feeling my eyes getting heavier.

I felt him lay next to me and push my hair behind my ear before I feel asleep.

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"Mom stop!" "I dont want to do this anymore!" "it hurts!" I screamed In agony on the floor in a pool of my own blood. My mother had cut me repeatedly.

Voldemort came over to me holding his wand. He cleaned up my blood and healed my cuts only to cut me again and again.

I was weak. "Just kill me" I whispered. "Please kill me" I shouted.

They stayed silent "where's the fun in that?" Voldemort said laughing evilly.

"Stop please!"

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"Ariel!" A voice called. I felt myself being shook by two hands. Luke.

I fluttered my eyes open he was hovering over me.

"I think you were having a nightmare... you were talking in your sleep" he said looking into my eyes for an answer.

My cheeks were wet with tears.

What do I say?

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A/n: hey loves <3

Good morning!

This got interesting, I'll post more tomorrow sorry it's late I was tired lmao stay safe🥰🖤