The Rude Boy || Jordan Wilson

Drowned in guilt

Everything came flooding back all at once, and Jordan didn't know what was happening to me at all. I didn't say a word to him as I was too busy trying to process all my memories. The doctor said they would come gradually but I'm pretty sure this isn't gradually at all.

I had my hands over my head trying to drown out the noise in my own head, but of course it didn't work. I tried everything to stop these horrible noises almost like screeching going on and nothing would make them go away.

I screamed. Louder than I've ever screamed before. This caused Jordan to jump out of his skin and get really worried about me, more worried than he was before. Once I had let it all out my mine came to an ease and I let out a loud sigh. This is when Jordan helped me up from the grassy floor I had been basically dying on.

I looked into his eyes, his beautiful eyes that still drew me in even when I didn't have my memories. Our eyes locked for ages just admiring him from up close. He tried to talk to me, get an understanding of what just happened.

" jasmine, are you okay what ha" I stopped him mid sentence and placed my lips onto his. I knew at this moment he had been waiting for this for so long, he was tense at first and confused but after a few seconds he fell into the kiss just as passionately as I did. This was the best both of us had felt in ages and we didn't want it to stop.

After a while, we backed away from the kiss both out of breath but our eyes never looked away from each other's. How could I let Jordan date someone else when I loved him? And that's when reality hit me. Jordan was still with Chloe and the rush of guilt ran over me.

I didn't like Chloe at all but technically Jordan was hers and not mine, he decided to be with her and I kissed him knowing she liked him very much. All this guilt made me run away from him fast, letting my thoughts drown me while I ran home and locked the door and let out tears.

How could I have been so stupid?

A/N:

Ahhhh she knows everything now

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