One of the guys

Chapter 22

(This is Ryan is he what you imaged?)
So it's now Monday and I was still curious as to why Natt hadn't believed me like I'm his on of his friends yet he chooses to believe the bloody cheerleader? Like it doesn't make sense all these questions floated in her mind and she tried to push it back but it hadn't worked ahead to know, she when she saw Natt walk into school she walked up to him her hands swaying beside her sides and she stopped infront of him not bothering to say hello or anything she wanted to get right to it "so why don't you believe me about the whole situation" I said sharply and he looked at me with a weird look I've never seen him make "well first off you have no proof" she felt a cutting edge to his voice a knife felt like it had just plunged through her heart "secondly I just don't believe it" she felt rage flush through her face coloring her cheeks yet sadness washed over here causing her to look down but she looked back up and answered "so you can't trust me or believe anything I say aye?" She said angrily "not really no" he replied that had done it she turned on her heel she couldn't even think of him right now how could he do this I thought he was my friend I guess I thought wrong so I joined the other guys and as I saw Natt walking over I saw the dirty look on his face and ignored him as much as possible but it was hard to when he was right there so I kind of just looked away, "so Jess" Wesley started "so Wes" I said backed smiling as we sat down in Science together we sat closely but not close enough for everyone to stare so we sat and he started again "are you and Natt friends?" He asked "I don't even know" I replied "so what did he do exactly?" He asked "well he doesn't believe the whole thing about Kelly writing whore on the mirror but he should know I wouldn't hit her but in this case I did but the fact he can't even trust me makes me feel like he is unloyal to our friendship we probably don't have anymore" I said and he replied with this "If he doesn't believe you then stuff him I know he's our friend but friends don't do that that's wrong and he should totally agree with you I know I do" he said and I smiled "agreed" I said weakly smiling back at him

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At the lunch table we all sat down together Jamie was cracking jokes like usual and Wesley and I were sitting together talking quietly even through I'm pretty sure a few people were probably listening but that didn't bother me at all so I continued to talk with him "so when can we meet up you know just us two" his voice trailed off and u felt a got blush cross over my face small curves forming on my mouth making me smile "what was that I heard?" I said "well you know" he chuckled "whenever you want to as long as it's not a practice day" I said and he laughed "of course not" and I felt his warm hand lace together with my fingers to his I looked down at our hands that seemed to fit together perfectly and looked back up at him his glassy eyes starring at me his brunette hair as styled as it always was his lips formed the start of his sentence "have I ever told you how beautiful you were" he said and I co ruined to smile brushing my hair behind my ear "the way you are it's just so beautiful" he said "don't let anyone tell you different Jessica Miller because your amazing and you know it" he finished and I felt our lips crash together and it felt like fireworks going off the passion I felt when I was with him was just so amazing I felt like I could fly the butterflies twisting my insides and making me feel sick but not bad sick but love sick he could always tell me what I needed to head and when I needed to hear it as we pulled away from the kiss I felt the warmth of his body drift away slightly, as I turned away from him looking back at the guys I heard Jamie say to us "get a room" but I just laughed and I looked over at Natt who was still giving me dirty looks like a 12 year old would when they got angry but it wasn't that that bothered me he bothered me everything about him did I couldn't even bare to look at him so I turned back to the guys and started to talk to them who actually were nice to me and believed me, as is at in Maths with Jamie I looked over at his book for answers but he snatched his book together and waved his finger in the air "I don't think so" he said then snapping his fingers" I started to beg him "c'mon you know I'm terrible at maths" I said and felt a whimper escape from the back if my throat "oh alright then" he said and shrugged his shoulders putting his book back down my gaze falling onto his book and oh boy was I surprised to see all the work done in it "are you a math genius?" I asked "how dare you say that I prefer good at maths" I felt a sudden burst of energy flow through me "your a math genius!" I said "I never thought you of all people would be" he looked around then back at her "yes yes I know deal with it" he said and I chuckled "I can't even" I said and he started laughing with me his laughter filling my ears making me feel the joy I felt too but this was different this felt right other then laughing with all the guys Jamie had always been able to make me laugh but to be correct he could make anyone laugh