Il n'y a de réalité que dans l'action

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What exactly are emotions?

The American Psychological Association defines them as complex reaction patterns. They believe that emotions are how people deal with matters they find personally significant.

If that's the case, does that mean this situation is significant to me as a human? The death of comrades illicit many reactions. Sadness, regret, and anger.

This emotion im feeling, I've classified as anger. But I don't particularly understand why I'm experiencing it

I've never felt it before; I've never had a need to feel it. Was it the death of Connor? Was it the fact that I was spared? Perhaps it's anger at the universe for putting me in such a situation?

It doesn't matter, I suppose it never did

These emotions cloud my thoughts, they make me think irrationally.

Think? Do I need to think for this? There's no way out. Why should I think of a way out?

Should I act on my emotions? Should I suppress them? This is bad, I'm still thinking. I shouldn't think. I can't think. I refuse.

It's over, I see no other choice. So I'll do it. I'll take your power.

..........

Sacrifice? That's fine

I offer it up

My Sanity

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"̴͍͔̮̰͋̿̽̐̾̂̃ͅS̷̡̼̚o̶̪͑́̃̃͑͝ ̷̧̹̠̟͕͌̒̀̌̽̈́͑̈̐̕b̵̖̦͌͐̾e̵̡̢̛͇̖̩͈̮̽̌͊̀́̔͘͜͜͝͠ ̴̠̱̣͍͍̯̣̜̥͗̆́̅̅͘̚̚͜͝i̶̱̖͆͠t̸̼͚̫̐̂̏,̷͙͈̻̻̜̮̑ ̶̡̩̝̖͖̮̌͒m̷̡͔͇̤̻̹̠̘͇̲̔ẙ̶̧̘̥̝̼͓̺̟̟́̕͝ͅ ̴̨͚̳͈̪̀ṣ̷̦̦͙͕̅ö̸͙͔͈̺̠́n̵̩͍̲͖̰̮̭̹̠͋̏̕

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V1: Ah- another roll card

V6: Aye wait, can I have that?

V3: Why though? Your character is already dead

V6: And? I need to increase the strength stat for my new character

V4: The fuck you need to increase your strength stat for? It's already the highest in the game

V1: Second highest actually

V4: Yeah yeah, no one cares about your character though

V1: You only say that cuz he's hella overpowered

V5: He's literally only overpowered because you have insane luck

V1: Irrelevant information

V2: So whose gonna get the roll card

V1: What do you mean? I never said I was gonna give it up

V6: So then what are you gonna do with it? Most of your stats are already max for the human character

V1: Most doesn't mean all

V2: You're really gonna roll for more stats? Your character is deadass about to die. Give the roll card to him, his character might be able to save yours

V4: Yeah.... I'd listen to him. You don't want your character to die

V1: Nah look watch this

.......

V1: SHEEEEESHHH

V5: What did I say, insane fucking luck

V3: Oh come on, that's bullshit

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