Sky of Love || D. Malfoy

LV • All too well

The following last 2 chapters are flashbacks of Y/n



And your eyes look like coming home

Y/n's POV

It's been exactly 3 years since Draco died. And Scorpius is already 2 years old turning 3 this December 1st, and he looks exactly like him. As for me, I'm still healing from the pain. I still cry at night whenever I miss him. All I know is that I remember all of our memories all too well. 

Things were never the same, although Narcissa and Lucius are both fine and decided to live somewhere else, I can tell that they miss him too. The three of us decided that it's a good idea to leave the Malfoy Manor since each corner reminded us of Draco. But we also agreed to visit the manor for holidays and reunions. Even though it will never be the same without Draco

I curled up on my seat as I stared at the fire I made a while ago--today is Draco's death anniversary. We visited him and Winter, and I couldn't help but cry whenever I visit them. Even the small cottage he built for us I just remember him and our memories together

I want to let go of him but, I am scared. I've suffered too much, and I know not letting him go pains me more. 

I wiped my tears away and glanced at my son who is sleeping peacefully on the sofa. I smiled as he held tightly on the small teddy bear Draco made for him. I stood up from my seat and carried my son to his room, he snuggled on my chest and I chuckled softly. I reached his room and twisted the doorknob to open it.  I gently laid him on his bed and tucked him in. I opened his night light and kissed his forehead

"I'm sorry if you are growing up without a Father. I wish I could turn back the time" I mumbled, caressing Scorpius' cheek. I kissed his forehead once more and left his room, I gently closed the door. I felt a soft plushie under my foot and I looked down to see the teddy bear. I picked it up and brushed off the dirt

'God, it even smells like you love. I must be going crazy'

"Hello Scorpius, it's me Dada. I want you to know that I love you." I stared in a daze--no in shock as I accidentally squeezed him hard. I gasp and fell on my knees, silently crying as I heard Draco's voice

I squeezed it once more and I brought my hand to my mouth, preventing myself from sobbing more

"I am proud of you my son. Keep it up!" and again I squeezed the teddy bear once more

"That's okay, it's okay to be sad. But I am here for you Scorp" and again

" Yes I am listening to my son, I want to know more about your day" and again

"Oh really? I was a seeker too when I was in Quidditch!" and again

"That's fantastic, keep it up" and again

"Tell your mum that you are sorry. She's just worried" and again

"Scorpius, Y/n. Both Winter and I, love you so much" I hugged the teddy bear close to me and chuckled softly. Maybe this is the sign that I should let go because everything is all too well now.