Katie McGrath Imagines

Killed her

Everything that could've went wrong went wrong on this mission.

I just wanted to get it done. I told Lena to stay close. I told her not to leave my side.

Imagine how worried I was when I looked around and she wasn't there.

I couldn't find her. My anxiety sky rocketed.

Alex was right next to me but Lena was nowhere to be found.

This added into everything else. I heard her scream and my instincts just kicked in.

I disregarded the enemy and ran towards her sound. My heart was beating. Something was off.

What was off?

I heard her scream again and busted into the room I thought she was in.

I thought I had found her but I didn't. I walked right into a trap. The minute I walked in I was being shot at.

A bullet grazed my arm and I quickly found cover.

They had an advantage. I only had a knife on me and they had a gun. I needed to get closer.

I stealthily moved towards them. I was getting impatient. I'm dealing with this while I still haven't found Lena.

I risked it and sprinted towards the enemy plunging my knife in their lower abdomen twisting it.

I took the knife out and quickly searched the room. I swore she was in here. I heard the scream come from here.

I glanced back over at the person I just fought and I felt everything stop.

Lena. It was Lena. But how?

"No no no" I said as I went to go help her. She was struggling to breathe.

I wanted this to be a dream. This wasn't real. It couldn't be.

"Lena I didn't know. How was that you? Why didn't you stay close to me?" I quickly spoke as I tried to apply pressure on the wound. "I realized that they were messing with how we saw things. I was trying to see if I could find some things so it wouldn't affect us" she wheezed.

"I didn't know it was you. I don't know what happened" I stammered. I broke down. I could see her fading in and out. "I have to get help. I need you to stay awake" I said frantically.

"Y/n" she said tugging my arm. I looked down at her while the tears still ran down my face. "I love you. I know it's not your fault. I...." She slowly started trailing off. "No keep talking. Please you have to keep talking" I sobbed. "I just love you Y/n" she smiled weakly.

"Just stay awake a little longer. I have to get help. Please" I pleaded.

I moved to get up and felt her tug at my arm again. "Please just stay."

I couldn't tell her no. I needed to get her help though. I didn't know what to do.

I called for Kara hoping she could hear me. I pulled Lena into my lap. I knew deep down she wasn't going to make it. I knew she wasn't. But she had to. I need her.

When Kara found me I was sobbing while holding Lena. I just kept mumbling the same thing. 'I love you'.

The minute she passed in my arms was the minute I stopped caring about my life. Everything I did didn't have a purpose anymore. I had no purpose.

I don't even know when Kara took her away from me. I don't know how I ended up home.

The home we shared. The home that I can no longer stand to be in.