His blurred eyes

Epilogue

The latest incident went around the asylum like a cold breeze. I want to kill all of them.

They should try minding their own business.

Acting like they're a saint. I hate to break it to you sweetheart but you're in here for a reason. Maybe not on the third level aka where the craziest ones are, but you're still in here.

I'm the only one who doesn't belong here.

Just give me some medicine to cope with the memories and that's it. That's all I need.

My father's murder left me traumatised, that's true. I forget what happened to me and changed my life. Aziel helps me. He comforts me.

The days Aziel was known as my boyfriend were so beautiful but they're long over.

We found out he could take a visible form because he still has some human left in him.
So I introduced him to my family.

Now they think he left me because I'm a crazy bitch. Little do they know...

He's always here.

Now here I am. Sitting with my female therapist. The one who's been playing with me all along. Not bursting my reality.

Well now that Nova cleared that job for her, she's going to let all her thoughts out.

The woman and I are just staring at each other.

"You're a psychopath." she says.

Can a therapist say that to a patient?
I inspect my nails before answering casually.

"You should never tell a psychopath they're a psychopath, miss therapist..."

Her eyes squint. "Why?" she asks.

I lean onto the table and whisper:

"You'll be their next target."

The therapist leans back in her chair. Scoffing at my bold response. "You're stuck in here. You can't do that." Now I scoff.

"Oh I won't, but he will. Just like all the other therapists before you."

Her head tilts and the question: 'Who?' is glued onto her red ugly ass face. The male therapist before her was better. He was hot.

He entertained me. But he died after a week.

All therapists are just so dumb. They don't know shit. I know better than them. The fuck.

"You'll see, doctor. You'll see."

I can see the irritation on her face at my all-but-specific answer. I stand up. Wanting to go back to the suffocating all-white room.

"I'm only repeating this one more time! Who?"

I smirk before turning to her.

"Akira."

"That's it. Security!!" The big ass man come immediately after her piercing voice calls for them. I push them off me.

"I can go by myself you fuckers."

People are scared of me here so they quickly get away from me after my order.

I huff and start walking to my room, encountering all the other patients on my floor.
Passing every guard standing at the doors.

As soon as I enter the room in the middle of the hallway, they put a straining jacket on me.

This is new. They obviously think I do all the killing so forbidding me to be loose will help me not do that anymore.

After that woman is dead, they'll be confused.

How is this possible? That question will not leave their head as long as the killing happens.

"Hey baby.."

The man approaches after I'm left alone. Sitting on the marble ground.

"Hey."
Aziel sits in front of me. Staring at the jacket.

"I hate seeing you like this."

I scoff. "I'm like this because you killed him."
His head sinks to the ground.
"I'm sorry."

"You're not."

Aziel's head jolts back up. His innocent puppy doe eyes facing me. It's all a lie.

"Show yourself...Akira."

The pretty eyes I fell in love with turn white. Akira starts laughing like a maniac. I knew it.
"Congratulations. You figured it out."

"Where's Aziel? My Aziel?"

His hand points at himself. His heart.
"Somewhere in here."

"Why are you here? What did you do to him?!"

He rolls his eyes and starts walking around the room that has nothing special in it.

"More like what he did to himself. I promised him I wouldn't kill you if he let me take over and you promised me you would do nothing to stop me from killing people if I don't kill your best friend and Aziel. Remember, my love?"

"You manipulating son of a bitch! Why can't you just leave us alone?!" I scream.

He manipulated me that day. The day my dad died. It wasn't my lover. It was him.

The real demon.

"You'll never get rid of me sweetheart. I died with Aziel. I'll forever be stuck with him. And a demon is much stronger than a human."

I break down. I can never have peace. The so called man I love, stretches his arms.

"If I can't kill you, might as well kill everyone around you. Without you knowing at all."

I curse myself for the ptsd I got. All my memories fade away. Letting Akira always win. Letting him have his way. Letting me think he's Aziel. The man I so desperately want to see.

In this one, the past one and the future one. We end up the same in life.

Separated.

Will it ever change?