creepypasta experience

eleven:the weird stuff

So a lot of weird ass stuff are going on in the house

So am always looking at creepypasta stuff and every time I do I get sick or dizzy and it sucks like I can't look at creepypasta stuff without getting a bad thing happing to my body

And my ADHD is getting worst like I didn't get tics as much before like a weak ago I used to get tics like two or three time a day but now I get them like two times and hour and I can't hold it back like its really hard to hold them back

And I've been having real bad nights like for me I don't wake up unless there is something bad around the house or am being watched so its really scary I sometimes hold my sisters hand to feel safe(btw I really love my sis she's the only one who was really there for me god bless her heart)but since my sis is staying the night at my unculs house I won't have anyone to feel safe with

And I keep waking up with cuts on my body it really scary because I once saw one on my chest(am girl btw so its really scary)

And I've been going insane like am losing my sanity every time a remember something that happened in my past I hear a crack no one hear it but me yes it my heart breaking

Right now it like 4:28AM and am up because I can't sleep of fear of being watched or someone is actually in the house or the nightmare I have every night am scared what ever gives these nightmare will be standing on top of me when I wake up

And I've been seeing what looked like slenderman or BEN in the corner of my eye and sometime EJ

Ive been doing stuff that just aren't me like I look at knifes and think of killing someone I don't talk or trust anyone anymore and when ever I hear a voice of a creepypasta on YouTube and then there's a part where they kill someone and I hear the stab I just laugh my ass off I don't know why

BUT PLEASE HELP ME like I can't live like this anymore

Anyway that's all am writing today hope you have a good day/night

Bye bye pups