RED | h.p

an update that is not an update

cw : mentions of depression, abusive homes, suicide (?)

Hello, it's been a while and I thought to just share everything here since it's my most read story but before anything else- I wanna thank you all for 53k+ reads! Thank you all so much for taking time out of your day to read this fanfic and I'm sorry for my sudden disappearances

but life has been crazy and it just took a crazier route. I'm in the process of moving out of my toxic household and it's been a struggle being independent and working and all that so I barely have time and my mental health hasn't been the best

but I've never felt happier than when I asked my best friend to live with me and she agreed, both having abusive families, we just wanted to book and I am struggling to cope right now. 

Sure, I can stay in that house and endure all my trauma if it meant not struggling to pay rent and other shit and I just never felt comfortable in that house, forced to stay in a room where my sister died because my mom didn't wanna move houses

I feel like my life's taken a crazier turn and you probably don't care, you just came here for the fanfic but I feel like I should explain myself in case it takes longer for me to update this story again. 

I'm just very much struggling at the moment and everything is a mess.

But I do hope you're all doing okay, staying healthy and safe. Thank you so much for reading this.