This is the sequel to "With The First Kiss * A BTS Reverse Harem"
I recommend to read that one first. But you could read it as a stand alone if you want. But the introduction of characters is absent and you're thrust right into the story.
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I'm inside a huge white space. I don't discern any edges, or walls. So am I really inside? It's so white it hurts my eyes. Do I have eyes? And if not? How can it hurt? I think I lift my arm, but I don't see it. Do I have arms? Or no eyes? And that's why I don't see my arm? Am I here? And where is here?
It is all so confusing. What was I doing before? What am I supposed to do now? Why am I here? It's silent here, or is it not? Or don't I have ears? Do I have a body? Or am I just thoughts?
All of this happens within seconds but it feels like it takes hours. And I don't realize I'm in a loop. A circle if you will, and after the last thought it's like waking up again. And the whole process starts anew.
And I don't have any clue how long it's already happening? How many run-throughs have already happened? And thinking is very difficult and feels very heavy. It's like wading through gelatin, and an image of a huge bowl filled with gelatin pops in front of me. Or is it inside my head? Anyway I'm sinking down into the gelatin and moving is very difficult. And it feels kinda like a deja-vu.
Wasn't I supposed to rescue someone while being stuck? Who am I supposed to rescue? And wasn't there someone helping me? Who was it? And who am I? Do I even exist?
And the cycle starts again, and every time I lose the memory of it. Time passes. Is there even such a thing as time? What is my purpose? Shouldn't I be doing something? Is there even someone else here? Or am I all alone? Weren't there important people waiting for me? How many were there?
Was it 4? No, that doesn't feel right. It's more. Seven? Yeah seven. That feels more like it. But who are they? They feel important. Why is that? I feel like I'm hurting. Like something is cut off. But I can't feel pain, right? I'm not real. Maybe I'm just a thought in someone's head. Thought up to entertain themselves. But why?
Slowly the circle gets bigger and bigger. So it takes longer to run through. Thoughts are added and I'm slowly regaining my sense of self. The first name to pop up is my own. At least I think it's mine. I can't ask anyone, but it feels female. Am I female?
The second name popping in my mind doesn't tell me anything. I don't know who Yoongi is. Is it me? No I can't be, it doesn't feel like that. But when his name floats around me, the pain grows. It's like he is cut off. But cut off how? How are we connected?
The third name has the same thoughts run through me. I'm slowly going insane. Or am I already there? I don't know. But with every new name I feel more alive and present. And names keep popping up and there are so many repeating over and over.
Yoongi, Taehyung, Namjoon, Jin, Hoseok, Jungkook, Jimin. Those seven out of all of the names that play like a recording mean the most to me. But I can't remember why. Why?
And the circle keeps growing, even if I don't remember it happens. And for me it feels like it's over in seconds, but a logical voice keeps whispering. And the voice grows stronger and stronger. Something isn't right here. But what?
