dusk beneath the city lights | Buenvenidez Series #4 [COMPLETED]

Caly's Memoir #16

29th of January

Akala ko masusundan pa 'yung isang beses na lumabas kami pero masyado yata akong assumero kasi ilang buwan na akong naghihintay, wala naman. Well, I wanted to think that it's because she's busy with her life. Lalo na dahil nabanggit ni Caius sa akin na babalik siya sa college. I also heard she's already taking some subjects so she could enroll in a regular class.

Oh, at bakit naman ito na ang laman ng journal ko? Kailan pa 'to naging memoir para sa kanya? Alright. Nevermind. That woman is my type. Maybe the reason why I'm actually waiting. Hindi ba ako creepy sa lagay na 'to? I am years way older than her. She'd find me creepy of course. Ayaw noon sa akin, e.

Anyway, I had a good time with work lately. I am currently fixing the papers about the land that my mom gave me. It's in Pangasinan and I just went there a while ago. Maganda 'yung lugar. It's in the coastline and they are currently reconstructing the runway. Maybe before the year ends, nakatayo na rin 'yung resthouse.

Kung pupwede nga lang na doon nalang tumira habangbuhay, nagawa ko na. But well, I don't want to live alone. I want to spend a peaceful life with someone in my mind right now. Hindi ko nga nalang ishe-share dito kasi baka majinx. 

Hindi naman ako superstitious na tao pero wala rin namang masama kung maniniwala lalo na kung ayaw mong mawala 'yung tao.