dusk beneath the city lights | Buenvenidez Series #4 [COMPLETED]

Caly's Memoir #23

24th of September

Her first biggest runway. Milan Fashion Week.

Went there to see her... and least expected that it would turn out to one of the best days of my life.

We vowed to try. But I know we can't try forever so I hope we'd figure it out soon.

It was a glimpse of hope for me along with the waiting. Parang nabuhayan ako ng loob dahil pakiramdam ko, kahit papaano may patutunguan 'yung kami. Nabigyan na nga niya ako ng chance sa buhay niya, pakakawalan ko pa ba?

That's one thing I learned. When you're given a chance, you just don't give it away. You keep it. You protect it. You hold that chance because it's a part where you can try, be better, and be your best self. 

I grew up with all the chances. Sa lahat ng gusto ko, may pag-asa ako, even with my pursuit, it always come easy. I had a smooth flow of my life and when she came, I craved for more.. because out of all the chances I wanted, the chance that comes from her is the chance that I want.

And now it's here.. and I'm swearing I'm gonna hold this until my last breath.

Maybe I'd be unfair to myself but is it wrong to crave for something this good? Or to take the chance for something this great?

This is my world without end.

My feelings for her is ethereal.