setosolace (like a knife)

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Published 3/12/15 or Thursday March 12th, 2015

I dream a lot I know you say I've got to get away
The world is not yours for the taking is all you ever say

"You need to stop with these dreams break away from them and stop pretending like you can take the world you can't keep filling yourself with these false things" Brice had said the words as if it was an easy thing to do.

I know I'm not the best for you but promise that you'll stay
Cause if I watch you go you'll see me wasting
You'll see me wasting away

Seto was always afraid of Brice leaving him thinking that one day Brice would get tired of it. Of having to always tell him the same thing. He knew he would just waste away slowly if Brice had ever left though which didn't make it better for him.

Cause today you walked out of my life
Because today you're words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life

Brice had finally done it he had finally left. Seto didn't want to be alive anymore not without Brice here. It was pointless.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it always pouring all the same
These streets are filled with memories both perfect and in pain
And allwant to do is love you but I'm the only one to blame

Seto knew no matter what how bright the sun shined it was always like a rainy day. Rain pouring from the sky dampening his mood. The streets he walked down everyday were filled with great times that him and Brice had but it just caused pain. All he wanted to do was love Brice was to be with Brice. He knew that he was to blame though maybe if he stopped dreaming all the time if he lived in reality Brice wouldve stayed.

Cause today you walked out of my life
Because today your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this-

Everyday felt the same like Brice had just left. The words he said though cut seto deep. Brice meant everything to Seto and yet Brice had left him.

(But what do I know if you're leaving)
(all you did was stop the bleeding)
But these scars will stay forever
These scars will stay forever

Brice had stopped him from the pain he had stopped the bleeding from the many scrapes and scratches Seto had received but the scars still remained they always remained and they were worse now.

And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held onto together
Try your hardest to remember

But the words Brice had always said meant nothing there was no feeling in them. No love. He wanted Brice to try though. To try and remember when they first started out and everything had been so perfect.

Stay with me
Or watch me bleed
I need you just to breathe

Seto wanted Brice to stay with him. He just watched him though as he sobbed as he broke down and Brice didn't do anything. Seto needed him though not for love or affection but to breathe.

Cause today (stay with me)
you walked out of my life (or watch me bleed)
Cause today (I need you)
Your words felt like a knife (just to breathe)

But that's ok because it was all ending tonight and it would all be over with. Maybe finally all the suffering would be over. And he wouldn't have to deal with it anymore.

I'm not living this life

A/n~ hey guys what's up so this is my first song shot and I just wanted to know if you guys liked it so tell me if its good and if you have any requests for me once again all you have to tell me is:

Ship: (mc youtubers)

Plot: (optional it will make it a lot easier if you do tell me the plot though)

And if you have any other specifics tell me k until then see you next time guys and peace out :)

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