bajanmu (suppose)

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Published 3/19/15 or Thursday March 19th, 2015
The song is suppose by secondhand serenade (a naked twist in my story version)
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Suppose that I missed you

Jason closed his eyes sighing.

Suppose that I care

The fight had just been too much.

And suppose that I spent all my nights running scared

Mitch had finally left.

And suppose that I was never there

It was ok though cause he didn't care.

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you

It had happened so much Jason was used to it.

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

It had lasted seven months. Hell that was a new record.

And I can't hold on to you

It was pretty much a game now.

So I guess I'll be lonely too

To just see how long it lasted.

Suppose we were happy

He was wondering what would've happened.

Suppose it was true

What if they were happy?

And suppose there were cold nights but we somehow made it through

What if they made it through the fights? Would it last?

And suppose that I'm nothing without you

What if Jason couldn't live without him?

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you

Jason wanted to see him but didn't want to.

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

His dreams haunted him of what they had been through.

And I can't hold on to you

But he couldn't hold onto him.

So I guess I'll be lonely too

But he could be alone.

Slow way down

It was no different.

This breakdown's eating me alive

Then the others that had left.

And I'm tired

It was just tiring anymore.

This fight is fighting to survive

But it didn't hurt him anymore.

Tell me a secret (I want it)

He wanted to know the secrets.

Tell me a story (I need it)

The stories of what happened.

I'll listen attentively

He would listen for hours.

I'll stay awake all night

Even for the whole night.

All I need is a whisper (so don't leave)

He still never wanted them to leave though.

There's nothing left in me (please help me)

Maybe he did need him.

Not even my body is strong enough to fight (let's make this right)

He didn't want to fight anymore. He wanted peace that's all.

Please help me make this right

He wanted to make everything right.

Suppose that I was wrong

Maybe he was wrong.

Suppose you were here

Maybe they would come back he would come back.

And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears

Maybe the tears could just have gone away.

And suppose this fight just disappeared

Maybe the fight could dissapear.

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you

He could live without him.

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

He could stay alone it'd be fine. Right?

And I can't hold on to you

He couldn't hold on.

So I guess I'll be lonely too

But he'd rather be with Mitch.

But I'd rather be here with you

A/n~hey guys so I kinda decided to do a few extra song shots in my spare time and I came up with this. I don't know if its actually good but I tried so... Yeah if you have a request tell me the ship and a plot if you want to make it easier.  So that's it for now see you guys next time BYE!!!

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