52 ; "family.."

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you couldn't help but let many question tucks their way in your head

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you couldn't help but let many question tucks their way in your head. they were not positive though, but themselves the stress giver ones. 

does he still loves me? he ever loved me? why he ran away when he wanted to kiss me? 

but no answer to all your questions. you sighed as laid back on the bed of the room jungkook asked you to stay in. san was himself sleeping next to you on the bed. jungkook on the other hand was in the kitchen, cooking pasta for you. 

with thousands of thoughts in his mind too. jungkook and you were quite similar at this time though. the male was surrounded with questions as well. he had no answers to them either. it was his fault, he shouldn't have get closer to you, he should have stayed in limit and shouldn't have let you enter inside at first point. 

his thoughts got cut off by the ringtone coming from his phone as he took it out from his coast pocket. what a great beautiful distraction you were enough to make him forget that he was cooking in the kitchen with his office outfit on. 

he didn't looked at the caller id and picked it up immediately, "hello" he said as turned the phone on speaker. "oh jungkook" jungkook sighed, "yes mom" "i was asking if you and jungkook would like to come to at mansion for a dinner here, need to tell you both something too" 

jungkook stopped for a second before continuing his cooking, "sure, will be there around seven?" his mother nodded from the side line before ending the call. leaving him once again with his thoughts. 

"come on, don't think it like that, jungkook" 

"but hey,,,,she must be disappointed"

he groaned. throwing his head back then closing his eyes. 

"how will you answer her?" 

jungkook free his both hand as moved them to his face to rub his skin but nothing helped. he needs to think of something to tell you if you asked him the question. and how glad he was to think it before when he reached into the bedroom with three of bowls filled with pasta and you looking at him, "jungkook..i need to ask something" 

he knew it was the time. "s-sure" 

~~~~~~

san was seated on the bed with his favorite show running in the screen of your bedroom wall. his whole focus was there for sure. and here were you, standing at the balcony with jungkook. "why did you ran away like this..?" 

the question left your mouth immediately as you turned your head to look at the male who was now ignoring your eyes, "i just-" "jungkook... please be honest" 

jungkook internally sighed, finding this hard as he can think of. he wasn't used to someone questioning him like this. neither he fiddled with his fingers when he got asked a question. and he finally realized that how much you changed him from inside and outside. 

"don't you love me? you said this was an arranged marriage...?" you questioned, looking at him straight whose hairs were getting played by the wind which was flowing in the fresh sky. "kook... please speak up" irritating, he mumbled to his soul.

he finally let out a sharp breathe, wanting to tell you the truth. he moved his hand as wrapped it around your wrist before pulling you close. "look, that's not the reason, okay?" 

"of course, this was an arranged marriage and you and i were not good at first but we fell in love with each other, i know you don't know what your feelings are at this moment because you have lost half of your memories already....you don't remember when you and i finally came as a bond" he spoke, looking into your eyes making sure he won't hurt you with his words. 

"you are the person i love okay? and in never million years, i would like to-" nut before he could even proceed with his words, his phone buzzed. he groaned before taking his phone out and looking at the caller id, picking the call as he pushed the phone near his ear, "yeah?" 

you didn't knew what was happening, but his eyes were giving you enough information that he has to go now for something which you don't have info about. ending the call, he looked at you, lips parted to speak, "i need to go for some important work" 

you nodded, jungkook looked at you before saying, "please eat your food....and get ready at 6, mom called us for something and we will have dinner there too" with that he left giving you a single reason to hate and doubt him. 

"he can't even explain anything to me..." 

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as expected, you obeyed his statement. you got ready at exact 6 and made sure san was tugged in his clothing too. "we are going at grandma's?" you nodded immediately as san squealed. you smiled at the boy, "grandma will cook something delicious for sure, i'll let you have half of mine too" you chuckled again, "why though?" 

"cause i love you mumma" san said before jumping into your arms and you obviously tugged boy into your arms, chuckling. 

"at least san loves me" 

with that, a cough came from the side of the door as you turned to look, your eyes immediately turned into a poker as you looked at your husband standing there while looking at you. "let's go" he said. 

you sighed before letting san get on the ground making the boy run to his father immediately, you looked last time into the mirror before turning to walk to them. jungkook who was busy with tickling san tummy didn't noticed your behavior even when you walked past him. 

all he did was walked after you with san in his arms who was gigging because of his father. jungkook didn't knew if anything was wrong with you either. he didn't noticed it. and maybe that hurted you even more. 

you stood at the mansion gate, as jungkook walked ahead, making you follow him immediately. jungkook went close to the car, letting san sit inside first before turning to look at you, ready to take steps to open the door for you but when he saw opening the door and settling inside yourself, he was sure enough that you still needed an explanation. 

he sighed, taking a sharp breathe before setting inside the car as the driver took the rule and started to drive the vehicle towards the mansion of his parents. the ride was empty as hell, awkward and quiet. 

it felt like he was the only one in the car when you and san was just sitting next to me. your face turned to look out of the window while san was doing the same, laying in your lap. jungkook didn't even knew whether he could get the hold of your hand or nah.

the car came to stop when his parents mansion arrived. jungkook was about to turn to you to tell you that he will open the door when you, yourself rolled the door open, getting out of the car with san. 

jungkook looked down, biting his lips before rushing out of the car too. seeing his parents standing at the door of their mansion, jungkook smiled while you bowed your head at them with a smile. 

his mother captured you in a hug while you hugged her back, "how are you now?" "oh good, its fine than before" his mother chuckled tugging the strand of hair behind your ears, "come inside" 

"the delicious food is ready for both of you" you smiled at her as she smiled back before taking steps in the mansion while you sighed and turned your head to look at jungkook who was looking at you luckily, looking deep into your eyes, his lips parted. 

"we'll talk after having dinner" 




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