UNSHACKLED FEELINGS

CHAPTER 37

When I wake up, I notice the light was a little dim and there was some food on the tray, Kadir was sitting beside me on the bed. I feel so much better and I know I couldn't be more grateful to my husband and Almighty Allah, I knew Kadir has done a lot to me.

" Muna baby, how are you doing, do you want some medicine?" Frowning slightly at the word medicine, I didn't get him .

" medicine, why? do I need it ."

" well it can help with headache, I was thinking you were going to need it after what happen ."

" no I feel much better Kadir, more than you can imagine." and it was the utmost truth, I feel so much better and I know if I don't have him here, I would have felt so terrible .

" Muna baby, will you forgive me." holding both of my hands in his, he held them close to his heart. " I was supposed to protect you from those shark  but  I failed".

" you realize all these isn't your fault right, so there is nothing to forgive, I think that is the Peck of being married to a billionaire, I will have to get used to it and of course you need to know more about your wife so you won't be taken by surprise anymore."
" but baby, you don't need to say anything.  You can tell me about it when you are more comfortable with me."
" No, I need to let it out, I need to forget about that night once and for all." holding my stomach as the emotions threatening to come out. I couldn't help but hold on to kadirs hands so tight.

" you know Muna, Im always here for you no matter what, believe that." Nodding my head at that, I smile, you are my Lucky charm Kadir and am grateful for that.

" okay," taking a deep breath before she starts, she drank some water, why is it so hard to let it out. "I was fifteen around that time, heading for school.  Dad had offered me a ride but he was getting late for office and my school is like on hour drive so I told him I was just going to take a minute walk to the bus-stop where I can get a taxi. I was feeling so cool and happy, unaware of what is happening around me.  When I got within ten feet from my house, it all started." seeing as I was trying my best not to go into panic attack, Kadir sitting beside me moves closer and move me to his laps with my head on his chest, that was quite comforting.

   " you don't have to say, we can forget it never happen."
" such things can't be easily forgotten, so Im gonna let it out, suddenly three men came down from a taxi wearing all black, they were huge and their face was looking so scrawny and spooky, it actually gave me chills when I saw two standing at my back and one at my front, I noticed how quiet, the street was, I didn't realize it until then. Suddenly I was seized by these men no matter how much screaming I did, no one came to my aids. I was blindfolded and was so scared, I couldn't help but hope my dad would come to my rescue, knowing that is not going to happen anytime soon, I started praying in my mind, I prayed God should get me out of this mess but little did I know it wasn't going to be free anytime soon." I couldn't hold it back anymore. I started sobbing, it rakes through my body, my shoulder was shaking, taking some water I calmed my nerves.
"I was dropped in a dark room, i immediately started looking a means to escape when I heard a little voice whispered behind me. 

" it was no used." It said. "I was so startled, I didn't realize I wasn't the only one, the other girl was a little older than me and she looked so skinny, kadir, like she hasn't eaten for some days. Her face was bruised and her body, a little scared, I felt fear rake through my body." I couldn't help but reminisce on that moment asking myself if I was going to look like that when nobody comes looking for me. I must have shivered, because a blanket was being draped around my body.