Letters to You

~What happened in December/You~

As the days grew colder

We all grew older

Yet our spirits remained the same

No one knew me 

Yet everyone called my name

My life was solitary

As I spent more time on earth

I grew wearier

I kept up my barrier 

I never let anyone see

what you did to me

because even if I did

nothing would change the misery

my whole life I never thought id cry

trying to get over you

In my whole life, I never thought 

I'd get so close to you

I almost miss the touch of you

But then I remember 

what happened in December

I hate that I remember 

I always still remember 

What happened in December 

I wish I couldn't remember

It happened in December

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I always thought of you

The way I looked at you

You played me like a fool

I still remember you

Your brown eyes and brown hair in the sunlight

My heart was shattering but it was out of sight

in my eyes, you broke me when I needed you

I always thought of you

But you only thought of her

the one who took you from me

the one who made you

forget me

She, now she was beautiful

she was a girl with blonde hair and blue eyes and a great figure

while I? 

I can't seem to stop myself from growing bigger

I wish I wasn't such a quitter

I wish I was a winner

I almost feel like giving up on dinner

I look at the mirror 

I wish I was thinner.