Letters to You

~Maybe~

I remember the day that I first met you

I don't think I knew how much you'd grow to mean to me

nor how much I'd mean to you

I even remember the day we confessed

It was October 29, 2 am at the best

You asked me if I liked you

we had just finished our screaming contest 

I remember screaming "I LOVE YOU"

so maybe It was really me who said it first

yet in the moment my mind had gone into what could only be called 

a moment of unrest as I wished to fall off the side of the bed

more specifcally onto my death

yet even so I went for it and said something along the lines of 

"I don't know, I can't be quite sure" 

and you replied with a maybe I do too 

A maybe that lead to hourly  I love yous 

said I love yous turned to images of both you and I

holding each other at a picnic at the beach

maybe you watching me walk down the aisle 

everyone watching as both of us cry 

yet another I love you walks by

I can't honestly say whether this dream will come true one day

but I can say this "maybe"

maybe one day we'll be together holding onto each other's arms

maybe one day we can dance and share little kisses in the rain

maybe one day we'll get to share wedding rings dancing a slow dance

our gazes hold each other stuck in a never ending trance

maybe one day we'll be married in our arms holding our babies

or even a million cats 

you know regardless I'd like that

maybe one day we'll watch our kids grow and go out to play

 maybe none of it will happen at all

all I know is regardless I'll be here through your every rise and fall

I know I'd wanna remain with you till they day we're both grey and old

I mean dont you know? I gave my heart to you a long time ago

A/N: honestly this kinda sucks hopefully I'll write something better later but I felt bad disappearing for so long, so here it goes