~As I Stand Here On This Ledge~

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As I Stand Here On This Ledge

I wonder what It would feel like to take my last breathe

As I stand here on this ledge

I can't help but think what it would be like to meet my final end

As I stand here on this ledge

I think of what it would be like to feel whole again 

As I stand here on this ledge

I can't stop myself from wondering of what could have been

with every memory my brain assesses 

As I stand here on this ledge

I can't help but wish for your thoughtful caresses 

As I stand here on this ledge 

I try to keep my hands from shaking, but I no longer can

So tired of faking every smile and grin

as I watched myself slowly caving from within

As I stand here on this ledge..

 I can't wait to let go and feel free

until I'm finally home again

away from my sad fantasy just for it to be drowned out by reality

So I stood there on that ledge

Taking one last final  breathe..as I fell back

before I woke up ,  cold sweat on my back 


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