Letters to You

~You Don't Even Smile~

As I awake every time to tell you a story about my life

I couldn't help but notice, You don't even smile 

no matter what I do, nothing I say seems worthwhile

because even If I were the greatest of jesters 

You don't even smile

each time I try I'm left to take ponder on each step I take

yet I can't help but wonder, why still try 

when you don't even smile 

I can't even act surprised 

even with how I'm excited to see you after awhile

 Still You Dont Even Smile

I can't help but to think

If I were to die here,

If this were to be my last drink

If that conversation we had was our last

If after this night, I never come back

Would you finally smile?

As I am on the brink?

You would

At least It's what I think

after all,

no matter how many years are past

With every story, I tell and laugh I make

You don't even smile

You only stare at me with hate.