When I was younger
I always used to wonder
Why do people hate goodbyes so much
but that was until I myself had to learn to say goodbye as well
a lot of people may not see how a goodbye can affect someone's life
until they experience It themselves
and If I were to be completely honest
you will never truly know the worth of someone in your life till you are forced apart
by life itself
and as much as I wanna lie and say It gets easier as times go by
It would be a lie
because no matter how many times I've said goodbye
each time I still continue to cry
mostly due to my hatred for being alone
because I never wanted to be alone with my thoughts
but now I honestly crave the lonesomeness
but I also wish to be around certain people at certain times
I mean don't we all?
because as much as we pretend
we all need a friend
especially one we don't need to say the words goodbye to
but even then we have to say goodbye
because everyone's lives come to an end
but that doesn't mean we should be sad
but instead, we all should be glad
for all the memories and great times we share
when we had not one single care
as the wind flew through our hair
as smiles graced our faces while playing with others
and if you've never had a friend to count on
then how about you have a friend in me?
because at the end my dear
we all love each other out here
and I promise I'm always near
I'll lend out an ear to listen to your sorrows
and hold you till tomorrow or whenever the depression goes away
just know I'll never let you see a day where your faith is torn away
I promise my love even with all the goodbyes we share
I will always stay
