Although sometimes I wanna disappear
there's a voice in my head that says "It'll all be okay my dear"
and as much as I wish It was you
I knew that dream would never come true
but Its other people in my life
and honestly, I wanna hold them all tight
but for now, I need to put up my barrier
Until I can bear it all again
but until then I am sorry my friend
but until then I'm no longer the girl you once knew
but instead a shell of who I wanna be
until I reappear again
until then my friend
