Letters to You

~Disappear~

Although sometimes I wanna disappear

there's a voice in my head that says "It'll all be okay my dear"

and as much as I wish It was you

I knew that dream would never come true

but Its other people in my life

and honestly, I wanna hold them all tight 

but for now, I need to put up my barrier

Until I can bear it all again

but until then I am sorry my friend

but until then I'm no longer the girl you once knew

but instead a shell of who I wanna be

until I reappear again 

until then my friend