Letters to You

~Red Lines~

You ever wonder how addictive the red lines on your skin can be?

Because i do constantly as i trace on my skin as though it were the sweetest sin the knife cut deep as I released a sigh of ecstasy, it felt good i knew that

Yet why didn't the after math?

All this time I've wondered about what is about feeling the stinging sensation on my body as the water from the showers I took that made it so much easier for me to deal with the pain

Yet time after time it still makes no sense

Was it really just the fact that it hurt that made it addicting?