Letters to You

~I'd Rather Die~

If I were to be honest

I'd rather die than live in a world where I'm forced to be away from you

for I'm afraid living apart from you is something I just know I can't do

So I'd rather die than ever have to say I do not know how you are doing 

whether it be in a day or two maybe a month even a year

But I'd rather die a thousand times before I ever say I wish I never met you

because I mean it when I say it, being with you has always been the best present

I could have ever been presented within a world like this 

So it is not far-fetched when I say I'd rather die than say "i don't know you" like I say I do

because knowing you Is something I will never not be proud of being able to do

like how you like to style your hair, your favorite flowers, or even your favorite at the fair

I even know things you don't like, Like the way I stay up all night

So If you were to ask me, Yes I'd be better off dead 

Because even then there's no way to keep you away from me

My soul will always find its way to you because you were the first to show your love for me

and with that, I'd rather die because It'll be a billion lifetimes and I'd still love you the most and the last

for no one else in this world could truly make my heart beat this fast

Indeed I'd rather be dead so I could spend the rest of my time here by your side

where I am truly at my best