Letters to You

~Empty~

One day I was walking in the dark

I was enjoying the breeze as it flew through my hair as the weather was windy

I found a bench and decided It wouldn't hurt to take a seat

As I looked around I saw it was empty

Just like the way you left me 

Ever since the day you've been gone

You left me empty

Empty with no thoughts 

Empty with no words

I even lost my heart 

It was cold as the wind made the fallen leaves of fall dance around

the only thing was...they weren't dancing in glee 

they were sad..just like me

or maybe that's how I look at it

or how I look at life 

as I know I'm not one for positivity as

I lived in a world where happiness was impossible without consequence

so in fear of the consequence, i do all I can to feel down

maybe that's why I fell for you 

because deep down I knew

I knew I wasn't meant for you nor were you for me

but that didn't stop me

in fact, I kept going hoping i could prove them wrong

prove my friends wrong.

Not knowing I'd be in more pain than before I even began

I closed my eyes relishing in the beauty of the wind as it 

sang to me in a voiceless whisper near my ear as though I was being cradled 

in the arms of a lover that I never knew I had 

but of course, all of that was nothing more than a hopeless dream

as most good things in life are

a lot of people might call me negative but to me?

I am nothing more than a girl who lost her way

I didn't give up on hope in fact I think

hope gave up on me