Grief Of The Arts

GOTA: 14

Ang bilis talaga ng araw kapag wala akong ginagawa o hinihintay.

Friday na naman. Isang linggo na rin simula nung umalis si Venn. Up until now, wala pa ring nakakaalam kung na saan niya.

Si Chase hindi ko na makilala sa biglaang pagpayat niya. Inom siya ng inom. Naiistress kaming magkakaibigan.

Hindi ko naman siya masisisi. Kahit sino naman siguro gano'n din ang mangyayari kung mahal mo talaga 'yung tao diba?

If you really love that person, you cry, you get hurt and you risk. Kakambal ng pag-ibig ang sakit. If you would not get hurt, then its not love anymore. It's obsession.

Loving is not just about the love, it was all about taking risk, getting hurt. May mga panahon na mauubos at mapapagod kayo pero dapat pahinga niyo pa rin ang isa't isa.

If the person left you, run towards them. Chase them.

Kung susuko ka, susuko ka. If other people say names, let them. Bakit? Ano bang sasabihin nila? 'Akala ko ba mahal mo tapos sumuko ka?'

Common. It was not about giving up. You just let go of the person you love because you can now see them happy with another person. You didn't quit because you give your best. You didn't give up. You just let go. 

Bakit hindi ka nagdalawang isip pakawalan siya?' It was because you know that the person that was with her right now can surpass the love that you gave, the efforts and all. Sigurado kang hindi na siya masasaktan ulit kaya pinalaya mo siya.

Hindi ka napagod nakayanan mo lang.

"What is Philosophy?" Mrs. Rush asked.

"Sir!"

"Yes Louisse?"

Wow naman sir. First name basis ka teh?

"Study of fundamental nature of knowledge sir!"

"Diyos ko teh. Kung mini paper lang to bagsak kana. Plagiarism huy. Di man lang sinummarize." Saad ni Ashter kay Lovie. Stating the facts.

"Anything else? I'm finding the only basic answer." Saad ni sir pagkatapos magrecite ng iba kong mga kaklase.

Wala talaga ako sa mood ngayon. Ayoko na sa Friday. Ang dami kong naaalalang hindi ko gusto!

"Miss Mendez?" Tawag sakin ni Sir kaya tumalima ako na ikinatawa ng mga kaklase ko.

"You're spacing out. What is philosophy?" Tanong niya sakin. Anak ng tokwa naman!

"Love of Wisdom po sir?" Sagot ko na lang.

Napanood ko lang 'yon sa palabas nila Daniel Padilla at Kathryn! Si Chichay! Nakalimutan ko lang 'yung title!

"Exactly!" Sigaw niya sa akin na ikinagulat ko. Sir naman o. "Before I get forward to my lesson, what is love for you Ashlene?" Biglang tawag niya kay Ashter na nakatulala sa bintana. Broken ka be?

"For me, love is a part of your life, where you will adore someone or something, to the point that you are willing to risk yourself for that. Until, makuha mo 'yon, but it's just a cycle lang din naman po sir. Kahit na makuha mo yon, mawawala at mawawala din, kung di mo pahahalagahan. Pero minsan kahit anong alaga mo, it doesn't change the fact na aalis at mawawala 'yon." Mahabang litanya niya.

Ashter had many flings in the past. Isa nadon si Zuke kaya siguro may experience na 'din siya. Ngayon nga lang natahimik ang mga kaklase namin pag nagle-lesson dahil sa sinabi niya.