Rogue

Chapter 36

"Good morning love." Feathery kisses trail against my skin gently pulling me out of my deep sleep. Goddess I'm so sore. But Xavier's lips brushing against my skin fills me up in a way that convinces me I'm in heaven.
A moan escapes my lips and a growl from Xavier follows. His hands travel up and down my body, until his hands make their way down to my throbbing core.
       "Fuck baby, so wet for Daddy hm?" His fingers slip inside me making me moan even more. Still sore from the night we had, and the fun we had when I woke them up around 3 this morning. I'm not sure I can last another round.
        But as his lips find mine, and he buries himself inside me I don't ever think I could get enough of him. His movements are soft and slow, as if he's savoring every moment inside me.
       "You are so beautiful, love. Fuck I love you so much."
        His words of praise only turn me on more, wanting- no needing more from him.
       "I love you, Alpha." As if he had little to no control on his wolf, Kova's eyes flash a blazing golden color.
      He quickens his pace and nips at my fresh mark making me whimper, "Is this what you needed? Hm? For your Alpha to fuck you thoroughly?"
      Goddess their words are so brutish yet go straight to my core, "Y-yes Alpha."
      "You're such a good little whore for me baby, I love it." His hand wraps firmly around my throat as he sends my body closer to its peak.
    "Don't you dare cum until I say so little slut." His words only make me tighten around him even more. He keep his quick and brutal pace as he pound into me. Oh goddess I don't think I can hold it any longer.
"A-Alpha please!"
Kova growls into my ear, and slows his pace making me whimper, "Please what? Hmm?"
My legs shake as he thrusts deeply into me,making me cry out.
"Tell me what my little slut wants. And maybe if I feel like it I'll give it to you."
"Please let me cum, Alpha! I want to cum all over your cock."
My words make him growl and quicken his pace once more until he says the one word that makes me scream in ecstasy. 'Cum.' He licks my mark he gave me not even 24 hours ago and roars as he releases himself into me.

"Finally out of bed, hm?" I blush and struggle to push my legs to make my way towards Kai who had his hands full of plates. Chocolate chip waffles and sausage links, my favorite.
              I take the plates from his hands and set them down as Xavier grabs plates for us.
              I watch as he sets down three plates and sigh, "Daddy... you need a plate for Jaxon too."
              Xavier raises an eyebrow giving me his 'Oh really?' face. "He needs to have breakfast with us so we can talk."
              Kai sneaks up behind me and kisses his mark, "Well sure he can join but I'm not sure he'll feel very welcome when I take you on this table for my desert."
              I can practically see the image now, making my legs weak. No... we need to talk about things. Besides, I'd be a bad host for not inviting him to breakfast.
              Well this is awkward.
The sound of silverware clinking against plates is all that echoes through the dining room. The multiple glances Jaxon takes towards my fresh marks doesn't go unnoticed by any of us and Kai struggles to keep prideful smirk hidden and Xavier tenses, looking as if he'll lunge for Jaxon's throat if he glances at us again.
Jaxon clears his throat, "So- uh- how did you sleep?"
Kai scoffs, making me nudge his leg to tell him to behave.
"We slept well," I smile, "How about you?"
He shrugs, telling me he slept good and thanked us once again for the hospitality.
"You look like you're doing a bit better this morning."
He scratches the back of his neck and agrees. He glances between me and my mate, as if hesitant to continue the conversation. Despite the threatening aura of my mates he decides to look at me and confess, "Honestly, I think it's probably the best I've slept in months. I truly apologize for intruding so late last night, but my wolf just hasn't been able to relax since you... left."
Xavier growls and Kai's grip on my thigh tightens. I brush my hand against their arms to calm them down then look at Jaxon. I try to choose my words carefully. How do I say I understand what he was feeling? Although my mates give me a sense of security that helped me recover from the past my father put me through, I would find myself thinking about him throughout the day. It would be brief but everyday my wolf would pace in my mind as if she knew something was wrong.
"I think I understand what you mean. You were my pack member and future Alpha for my whole life. And I think that when my father locked me away, driving my wolf to the brink of insanity, our wolves felt like they could trust each other."
I can feel Kai's saddened glance towards me, and his hand rubs the small of my back as if he could feel the tears that were threatening to spill.
Kai pipes in, finishing my thought for me, "In order to keep your wolf from going rogue she bonded with Jaxon's. It's almost like your wolves convinced each other that you only had each other."
Xavier stands, his chair flying to the floor, and leaves without a word. That's it. That's all that needed to happen to make my tears finally fall. He hates me. He hates my wolf and I for bonding with Jaxon, seeing him as our pack, maybe even our Alpha.     
    Jaxon excuses himself, and takes one more glance at me before leaving me and Kai alone. Once he leaves a sob escapes my lips, breaking Kai from his puzzled trance.
    "Shh, baby it's okay," He pulls me to his chest and I bury my face into him, "I understand. Your wolf did what she felt she needed to do to survive. Xavier will understand too. He just needs time."
    But will h understand? I hardly understand it myself. How much time will he need? What if he could never forgive me?