Falling apart

Chapter 1

Its morning and I was blinded by the sunlight because Ayisha opened the door through the balcony so i pulled my blanket to my face and then I just knew that she is jumping on my bed .
"Ayishaaaaa!!Ughhhh!"
"Bruha ! Its 8 am na we should go to the lobby by 9 sabi ni mama ."
"Fine!! Why do you have to jump like that !"
"Because kanina pa kita tinatapik di ka magising kala ko nga deds ka na ehh !"
"Bruha ! Late na kasi ako nakatulog kausap ko si Kuya Vinny last night !" I said and stood up to wash my face and change my clothes Im wearing shorts and over size t shirt .

"Ganda ahh !! may ganyan ka pang t shirt ?" She ask I nod.
"Penge ako mga dalawa lang !"
"I bought something online last night baka the day after tomorrow ko pa mukukuha ."
"Ok ! You ready ?" She asked I clipped my hair .
"Yes let's go !" I wrapped my arm on hers and go to the lobby .
We met the others in the lobby and headed to the hotel's restaurant. We sat on the reserved table for us .
"What are your orders darlings ?"
"Mine's waffle with maple syrup "    Ayisha said.
"I'll order chicken fillet with rice."
Jacobo said
"Sakin po Caesar salad."Sabi ni Joshua.
"I'll order fish fillet with rice ." Asher said .
"Mine is waffle with maple syrup and fries for the side please ."
"Is that all ?" Tito Anton ask , We just nod.

Our food arrived and We start eating while having some chitchats . We mostly talk about school and schedules . The brothers Joshua and Asher will go home after we ate breakfast because there's a sudden trip that their family has to attend .

After we ate hinatid namin sila Josh sa entrance where their car is . We are going for a swim in the pool area and guess what? I dont have a swimwear with me . Luckily there's a swimwear store in the resort so I go for a walk alone . I entered the storeand the staffs greeted me I just smiled at them and continue to find what I need . I decided to buy this bodysuit and pair it with the cycling Im already wearing . I dont like to much revealing clothes . And I would be dead if I wear such thing .

I go to the counter to pay and also bought sunglasses to match with it. I was about to get out of the store but some of the staff asked for a picture .
"Hello po ms. Elle ! Amm kayo po yung anak ni maam Irene right ? Pwede po mag papicture sa inyo ?"
"Yes po ! Sige po go ahead just tell me when youre ready " They set up the camera and took pictures with me .
"Salamat po ms.Elle ang bait nyo po pala sa personal !"
"Wala po iyon ! And btw this hotel resort is beautiful ! Sige po mauna na po ako !" I said at lumabas ng establishment. I go directly to Ayisha and I's room to change . I saw Ayisha and she wears two piece while putting sunblock .
"Wow sexy natin ahh ! Parang hindi kinain yung pagkain ko kaninang umaga !" I said and go ahead to the bathroom to change and the door is slightly open so I can hear her.
"Sorry naman ate order ka nalang ng panibagong food later gutom ako ehh haha !" She said . I was done with my clothes and braid my hair after . I got out of the bathroom and put some sunblock on my face and legs kasi yun lang naman ang exposed na skin . I got my sunglasses and wear it on then get my towel and phone and headed out .

I saw them at the pool area I saw how sweet Tito Anton and Tita Dawn is . Ganon din sila Mama and Dad before but when the accident happened mas lalo na naging busy si Dad sa work also si Mama conducting the orchestra and when they see each other lagi naman silang nag aaway and I know its because of me kasi pinipilit ng Dad kay Mama na pansinin na ako pero si Mama ang may ayaw . He keeps on pushing it even if I already told him na hayaan na muna namin si Mama . I just heave a sigh . I shouldn't be thinking about these . I went out of the city so I can relax not stress myself . I walk my way to them and sat on the beach chair next to them .
"Oh Elle !, Why dont have a swim ? The temperature of the water so good !" She said I just chuckled
"Nako tita wag ako pinapaalis mo ko kasi nag lalandian kayo ni tito dito ! " I said
"Ikaw talagang bata ka ! Sige na mag swimming ka na dun walang ganyan sa manila puro usok dun ."
"Sige na nga ! My gosh tito , tita get a room !" I said and run to the Lagdameo siblings who is having a splashing competition.  I continue to swim and swim then sat on the corner of the pool watching Ayisha and Jacobo laughing and I didnt realize na tumulo na pala ang mga luha ko . I look away and watch the sunset .
Kambal gumising ka na kasi , miss na kita.

After a little moment I stood up and go to my chair and wrap the towel on me and drink some orange juice . I took out my phone and took a picture of the siblings and the sunset .
"Tita ! Tito smile naman kayo dyan picturan ko kayo !" I said at agad naman silang sumunod.
"Selfie para kasama ka !" Tita Dawn said so I took a selfie of us .
"Hoy ! Sama naman kami ! "Jacobo said na kakaahon lang kasama si Ayisha so I took a picture with all of us in it .
"Tita ikaw na mag post tinatamad ako ehh !" I said and look at the pictures .
"Sige send mo nalang sakin ." She said so sinend ko sa kanya.
"Kids pasok na tayo mag gagabi na baka lamigin kayo ." Tito Anton said . Nauna na sila Ayisha , Tita at Jacobo . Kami nalang ni Tito Anton ang nag lalakad . Inakbayan nya ako kaya tumingin ako sa kanya .
"How's your relationship with your mom ?" He asked , I sighed at umiling .
"Nothing has change Tito , Hindi ko nga alam kung masasalba ko pa yung relationship namin ehh . Pati relatioship nila ni Dad naaapektuhan because of me ."I said then look away . Pesteng luha to oh !.
"Alam mo 'nak wag mong sabihin yan , mahal ka ng Mama mo . Alam mo namang maaayos din ang lahat pag dating ng panahon." He said I just chuckled.
"Kailan pa yun Tito nakakainip ng mag hintay . To be honest Tito I think I shouldnt have come with all of you." I said .
"Bakit naman Elle may nasabi ba kaming masama sayo ? " He asked umiling ako .
"No Tito , its a realization. A realization na kung gaano kalayo ng pamilya na kinagisnan ko sa pamilya ko ngayon . I lost it Tito , I broke my family" I said and wipe my tears . He stopped and pull me into a hug . I cried harder .
"Why dont you tell this to your dad ?" He asked I pull out of the hug at umiling.
"Masyado na silang nasasaktan ayoko ng madagdagan yung mga pabigat na binigay ko sa kanila ." I said and wipe my eyes ."I would rather be the one who's hurt than them ." I smiled . "Let's go baka hinahanap na po tayo nila Tita ." I said and started walking away .