Falling apart

Chapter 42

Elle's POV:

"Hey Ellie wake up ! You have to go to school ." Mama said I open my eyes and see her smiling I sat up and rub my eyes "Good morning love " She said and kiss my forehead . "Morning Mom " I said still sleepy ganito pala epekto nito I feel light headed "Ikaw ha ! Tinilugan mo kami bigla kagabi ! We are still talking to you ehh !" She said and pinch my nose I chuckle a little and stretch my arms "Sige na at bumangon ka na dyan naliligo na ang kambal mo " Mama said that's why I got up and go directly to my room to take a shower and prefer myself , Im gonna take my Anti-depressant  after breakfast then after lunch naman yung sa anxiety ko . Here's how it goes depression's side effects are insomnia, loss of appetite and feeling anxious kaya I have to take antidepressants first in the morning and have to control what I eat so I wont vomit or have constipation because that's hell.
Bumaba na ako to join them and try to act normal as possible and try to talk more even though I'm not in the mood . Kambal and I used the same car kasi wala naman kaming meetings and other things to do than our classes .

The classes went well naman and I had my lunch with kambal then take my pill after kong makabalik sa classroom then we had another three classes and after class ay dumiretso na kami sa kotse . "Hey kambal ! Punta tayo kila Mama Imee ! It's been a long time you know !" She said "Bruh ! We've seen her nung Sunday " I said and look at her ridiculously. "Ehh dali na punta na tayo ! And I have chika to you !" She said "Ano yun ?" Tanong ko and start the engine "kasi nung sinusukatan ka Mama Imee answered a call and guess what ? Mayka I love you han  sa phone and Mama Imee said that they should hang out today sa bahay ni Mama Imee and we'll go there as a surprise." She said I grinned and look at her "That sounds fun !" I said at pinaarangkada ang kotse "Fasten your seatbelt Twinny !" I said "Twinny ? I love that nickname ! But please slow down ! Tatawagan ko si Mom ." Sabi nya kaya binagalan ko ng konti while she's ringing Mom at ni-loud speak . "Hey Mom!" We greet "Hey girls ! Why did you call nandito pa ako sa trabaho." She said "Well Mom can we go to Mama Imee's house ?" Tanong ko "Why ?" Tanong nya "Well we just wanted to visit her ." Kambal said "I know it's not just visit come on tell me." She said "Mamaya nalang ! Payagan mo na kami please?" Sabi ni kambal . Yakkk ang mukha nito ! Parang mandirigma ! 🤮 "I don't know 'bout that babies baka busy ang bakla nyong tita or maybe she's in the senate ." She said "We're sure she's not Mom." Singit ko habang nagda drive. "How ?" Tanong nya "Because she's with her lover right now in her house ! I heard her telling someone i love you on the phone this last Sunday and she told the lover to come over today ! So Mom if you don't want chismis then do not allow us to go there !" Kambal said na ikinagulat ko "Lover ?!" Gulat na sabi ni Mom na ikinatawa ko "S-sige go to your tita nyo ! Balitaan nyo ko ha !" Sabi ni Mama na ikinatawa namin dalawa ni kambal "okay ! We have to hang up na ma ! Bye !" Kambal said and hang up "Ang bilis talaga ni Mom pag chismis ano ?!!" Sabi ni Tine at inayos ang buhok "Kaloka !" Sabi nya na lalo ko pang ikinatawa"Hayaan mo na ! Atleast pinayagan tayo." Sabi ko she talks about how clingy mama Imee is to her lover . Nang makarating na kami sa bahay ay we quietly sneak in and told the workers to stay quiet. I pull kambal sa gilid "why?"tanong nya "makakita man tayo ng milagro sa loob gusto ko handa ka na ." I said "Come on kambal ! I've seen our parents a couple of times in the kitchen making out like duh !" She said at naglakad papuntang back door that's why I followed her dumaan kami sa dirty kitchen papuntang kusina and we heard moans "seriously ano bang meron sa kusina and they love to make out here ?" Tanong ni kambal kaya kinurot ko sya sa singit and told her to keep walking and when we saw Mama Imee and who's she's making out with our jaw dropped at nang mapansin nila kami ay agad silang tumigil at inayos ang sarili . "M-mama " Tine said stuttering "S-senator L- Loren ?" I said in shock "Girls I can explain !" Mama Imee said nervously . I look at kambal and we both grin "Wahhhhhh ! Mama ! Ang ganda ng jowa mo !" Sabi ni Tine "Owemji ! Kinikilig ako ! Di na tigang si Mama Wahhhh thank you Sen. Loren !" I said and hug Sen. Loren "Wait you're not mad ?" Tanong ni Mama Imee na niyayakap ni kambal "Bakit naman kami magagalit ehh masaya kayo !" I said and break the hug "Talaga ? We're not telling anyone kasi akala ko magagalit kayo." Sabi ni Sen. Loren "Of course not ! Alam naman po namin na bakla ang tita namin , Anyways alam na ba nila Kuya ?" Tanong ni Tine "Well hindi pa" Sabi ni Mama Imee"What are you waiting for ? I'm sure they'll be happy." I said "Di pa sa ngayon maybe after Mama Meldy's birthday." Sabi ni Mama Imee "Okay if you say so ! How about we go out ?" Tanong ko "Sure ! Saan nyo ba gusto ?" Tanong ni Sen. Loren "Anywhere ." I said "I wanna go to Mall of Asia Tita or should we call you Mommy ?" Sabi ni kambal "I prefer Mommy." I said and eat some almonds na nasa lamesa "yeah Mommy"Tine said "Ang sweet nyo naman ! Alam nyo bang wala akong anak na babae ?" Tanong nya "Edi gumawa kayo ni Mama Imee, problema ba yun ." I said at hinampas ako ni Mama "Aray ! Mommy oh ! Child abuse !" I said and hug Mommy Loren from the back "For sure maganda offspring nyan Marcos-Legarda tandem ba naman ang gumawa ." Sabi ni kambal na ikinatawa ko "Mana pala kayo sa Mama Imee nyo ehh ! Pilosopo!" Mommy Loren said . "Tara na ! Mag Moa na tayo !" Sabi ni kambal "gaga ! We should take a bath first ! Ang lagkit na ng pakiramdam ko ehh !" I said at nag walk out "Sama ako kambal !" Tine yelled and run up to me .