Falling apart

Chapter 45

Tine's POV:

Nagising ako ng maaga para magluto para kay kambal and she came downstairs and hug me I chuckle "Good morning kambal !" I said while mixing the soup "Morning" She said "Upo ka muna dun malapit na akong matapos ." I said kaya umupo na sya hinain ko na sa kanya ang soup at sumabay narin sa kanya "Umm kambal?" I called her "hmmm ?" Tanong nya while eating "Kasi we have to attend a mass , Mom just called me magsisimba daw tayong lahat kasama si Mama Meldy." Sabi ko sa kanya and bit my lip sana pumayag sya "Do kuya Alfy and kuya Luis already know about what's happening between Mom and I?" Tanong nya "Sabi ni Mom yes she talked to them kahapon ." I said "So Mom and I have to act like nothing happen ? Also Mama Imee , you , and Dad ? I mean all of us since I know si Mama Meldy nalang ang hindi alam at pati ang mga bata ." Tanong nya "Yeah I'm afraid so " I said "Okay I'll come for the sake of the whole family, mas mahirap pag nalaman ni Mama Meldy." She said I just nod "And  kambal ? I think you need make up" I said that made her laugh "Yeah I know ! Mukha akong lantang gulay hahaha !" She said "Susunduin tayo nila Mom here ." Sabi ko sa kanya then she look up "That's great I dont have to full my tank." She said plainly said "Anong oras ang alis ?" Tanong nya " 9 am we still have two hours to get ready." I said "Kambal if you want to stay here dalawa kwarto dito." She said "Maybe sa Sem break dito ako and diba babalik ka naman." Sabi ko "Maybe hindi muna kambal , mas mabuti na dito muna ako maybe I'll heal better." She said "But kambal , kailangan mong umuwi kahit para sa akin nalang kambal . I feel lonely sa bahay pag wala ka." I said "Kaya nga I'm asking you if you want to stay here ehh." She said "Pero di pwede , kambal it's so hard in my position too I know yours is harder but ang hirap pumagitna sa inyo ni Mom ehh I have to balance may time kaya please kambal , umuwi ka na . Di naman kita pinipilit sa ngayon ehh pero please it will be easier if we stay in one roof , wala na sila kuya sa bahay right ? Hindi lang naman ako ang nalulungkot pag wala ka dun sila Mom din , lalo pa silang malulungkot pag parehas tayong wala dun ." I said convincing her "si Mom naman ang dahilan kung bakit ako umalis ehh." She said "Pero paano si Dad ? Wala naman syang ginawa ahh " I reasoned "Yun na nga kambal ehh wala syang ginawa . He's the head of the family but he chose to stay quiet." She said
"Can't you see yourself in him ? That's what you also did . You keep quiet because you think it's much better that way right ? Come on kambal bumalik ka na samin please?" I plead she is quiet for a moment and heave a big sigh "Okay fine but not now , Don't expect me to talk to her or even talk to her properly." She said well that's the farthest I can do "Okay kambal I'm fine with that Im gonna talk to Mom and Dad later sa bahay." I said she nod at maliligo na raw sya I told her to drink her medicine and she said yes . Hinugasan ko na ang pinagkainan namin at naligo narin , manghihiram nalang ako ng damit kay kambal tutal parehas lang naman kami ng size mas mahaba lang yung mga pantalon nya sa akin kaya magde dress nalang ako nang matapos akong mag ayos ay bumaba na ako at nakita si kambal na naka jeans. "Sexy natin ahh !" I said "Mana sayo !" Sabi nya "Picture tayo dali ! My day ko sa Instagram." I said "Mamaya nalang sa church mag papicture tayo kay kuya Sandro , magaling kumuha ng candid pictures yun ehh tapos post mo nalang sa Ig mo ." Sabi nya "Okay , did you bring your meds ?" Tanong ko sa kanya at umupo sa tabi nya para maghintay kila Mom . "Yeah I've got my medicine organizer sa bag." She said "Parang bet ko yang outfit mo kambal ! May puti ako nyan ehh yun nalang kaya suotin ko ." Sabi nya "Go on ! Just be quick they'll be here anytime." I said then she run into her room and a couple of minutes ay tapos na sya at sakto naman na may bumusina sa labas ng bahay "Let's go ?" Tanong ko and she nod . Nilock namin ang bahay and we saw our parents and Dad holding bouquets waiting sa gate . "Flowers,  twins ." He said once we open the gate . "Thanks Dad." I said and get my bouquet then make beso with Mom "Thanks Dad." Kambal said then she made beso to Dad at pumunta na sa kotse . I hold Mom's hand and squeeze it. I gave her an encouraging smile "Come on Mom don't worry we'll fix it." I said she smiled and we both entered the car nasa backseat kami ni kambal and I saw her holding her phone with her  ear puds on kaya pinagbigyan ko nalang sya , I lay my body against her and she didn't mind naman . The whole biyahe is so quiet no one dared to talk and I can sense na nag away itong si Mom and Dad kagabi . Kaya I message kambal .