Inside the Madness of My Mind

Lucid Dreams

Have you ever wanted control

That it becomes your sole goal.

Tired of the endless nights

Surrounded by sheer frights.

I'm tired...

So very tired...

The day dreams are full of bliss

While at night the dreams are amiss.

I can't help but dread every sleep

But at the end of the day it always creeps.

Every time the clock winds down

My nightmares always come around.

Stuck in an endless loop I wish I could avoid

I would rather be stuck in an empty void!

Have you ever wanted control so bad

That the voids made you so glad!

My dreams at night were like a disease

Until I could have these lucid dreams!

Inside the Mind: Okay this is all about my chronic nightmares when I was a kid and what led me to be a lucid dreamer. From the time I was born until I was 10 or 11. Going to bed at night scared me. I knew it was going to be a nightmare. I never had a good or positive dream as a kid. Even as a kid around 10 I knew I didn't want this any longer. I was tired of being scared to sleep. So I made a promise to myself that I was going to do my best to sleep sweet dreams of nothing. So I did. I eventually managed to dream of a empty void of nothing but a black screen. After a couple more or so years I turned 14. Then I opened my mind again less afraid. After years of forcing a black screen dream I look back on that in hindsight as training. I trained my mind to control my dreams. I trained myself to be a lucid dreamer.