Inside the Madness of My Mind

Decension

I'm scared of my mind
Because it's so hard to unwind.

I'm trying to stay sane
But I'm just so drained!!!!

I'm trying to find a way to cope
Clinging on to the rest of my hope.

In the meantime I've been catching them all
In Between though I always hit this wall.

I'm missing something inside of me,
I should just go gather more legendary Rupees.

I want to express this lost feeling 
So I can get back to my healing!

It is just so hard not to feel drowned
I'm at the bottom and I can't get off the ground.

I can't help but feel that all I'm doing is dragging along down in my descent again!!

I can't help but feel that with all this hope I may just be able to find a way to ascend again!!

Inside the Mind: The second poem after high school and I'm already back with my signature. This one embarrassingly was written in November of 2019. That's right from early 2016 to late 2019 I didn't write a single poem. Maybe thought of a couple but never write them down. I know for shame on me. Either way in November I was pretty depressed. Well I had probably felt that way for a couple months. I just felt creatively shackled. I couldn't record, didn't know what to write, and one midnight shift my mind started working. I finished this poem the next midnight shift I had. I made reference to Zelda for the brief moment because I was playing Breath of the Wild. I also made a reference to Pokémon because I was doing a marathon of almost all the games I had. I played through 4 completely and had just started one. Then Sword officially came out and I got it immediately. Pokémon really got me through just like Fire Emblem Three Houses had got me through my spell in June through September. I no longer feel creatively shackled now so at least that is a plus.