When reaching the brink of ignorance
Everything seemed so bliss.
Denying all that goes on around you
Refusing to accept reality.
Trying to find clarity within
Clawing our way to the top.
Being rejected into nothing!
Lost to all with no ability to trust
Surfing the most crowded hallways
Feeling more alone than ever!
The sense of invisibility
Has left me with fragility.
Looking for something so much more
Trying for something so much more.
Becoming lost to all my surroundings
Honing my mind on one ideal.
Searching in the back for a friend
Looking for my serenity in acceptance.
Inside the Mind: This is one of the two poems I see get the most praise for on Wattpad itself during their single releases. I can see why because I do think it is one of my better ones. Definitely a more relatable theme as well. Everyone just wants to be accepted and during my Freshman year I was no different. Even though I was accepted by my friend group back then my brain refused to see it. My brain be stubborn like that even to this day. I believe my depression is what keeps me so humble. It prevents me from seeing anything I do as worthy or great. It prevents me from seeing myself as a main focus of just about anything despite my passion to just entertain people and make them laugh. So everything I do to me is either just good or ehh. I guess its passable. Very rarely will someone make me something is more than that. You guys did just that to me with this poem. So thank you for that. A guys need to have something xD. Well other than self deprecating humor that is.
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Inside the Madness of My Mind
PoetrySome people have suggested I put all my poems in one little package. Well I figured I should do just that. So please enjoy the poems I've written from all stages of my life since I was fourteen years old. I am going to put them in order of of well r...
