Lonely Again

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August Pov.

I've Been Taking Care Of Alayjah and Tru for About 3 months.There's not one day I ever stop thinking about Blair.I pray for her Every night.I just want to help her,I know what its like.My mom and step dad was drug addicts and I didn't like it one bit,It really hurt to see the person I love get abused by someone and drugs.Its Like I always Try to make things right,but making things right always turn out wrong.I just want her back.One Late Night around 3:00am She Came To my house,high As Hell.She looked a mess too.It was so sad to see her like that."Can I- I- I See The Kids?"She Said As She Wiped her nose and scratched her neck."No,Its Too late,They are already in bed and they shouldn't see you like this."I said.She tried to get in the house but I blocked her from getting in."I just want to see my kids!" She yelled."They're sleeping,tone it down."I said calmly."Tru,Alayjah,Mommy is Here." She Said Hoping They would Wake Up And Come. "You Can't Keep Me Away From My Kids,I Need To See Them."She Said."You Can See Them once You Get Yourself Together." I Said."I'm Together now,I haven't done nothing bad,I don't do it no more. Crack is whack"She said.I knew she was dead lying because she was continuously sniffing and you could see cocaine residue on her shirt."Blair You're Not together,Just go home."I said.I then closed the door on her.She then kicked the door and left.

Months later,She called me wanting to see the kids.So I decided to meet her at the park.And yes She did give me my car back.Once we made it to the park she looked nice and clean."Hey mommy I missed you!" Tru said as he ran to her.She hugged and kiss him saying"I miss you too pookie bear." I then handed alayjah to her."Hey layjah mommy missed you."Blair said as she showered Alayjah with kisses."Hey august."She said."Hey blair" I said."mommy come push me on the swings." Tru said."Alright baby." She said.She then pushed tru as I pushed alayjah in the baby swing.She then went down the slide with them.She then sat down as they continued to play.I then sat down with her."thanks for watching them."She said as she didn't take her eyes off them."Those are my kids,I'll do anything for them.But how you been?" I said."I've been good,Stayed clean for about two weeks."She said."thats good is he still doing it?" I asked."Nah we stopped at the same time,We just felt as if it was ruining our life.It Was just something we did for fun.Neither of us was addicted."She Said."Thats good,Is He Still Hurting You." I Asked."Nope,It was The Drugs That Caused Him To Act That way.We Are Doing Very Well,Were Ready For The kids To Come Back."She said smiling."Thats good,I guess you can get the kids back."I said.I really didn't want the kids to leave.I love them so much,They're my everything.They fill in that missing piece of heart blair took from me.So After The park,We went to my house to get the kids stuff."Bye daddy,I love you."Tru said as I handed him his bag and hugged him."Love you too son."I said kissing his cheek.I then picked up Alayjah showered her with kisses."I love you layjah,Bye." I Said."Ba Ba,luh wa  ."She Said as she gave me a kiss.I then Handed her back to blair and gave blair a side hug.They then left.I was once again lonely,my happiness has been taken away from me.I'm gonna miss tru and layjah,sneaking into bed with me, Waking up to the messy hair monster Layjah,And the super ninja tru.I miss them like crazy.

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