You're Not Alone

Wine Bottle

Blair Pov

A new beginning of my life has official began. My new name is Blair Brown.Wow.But Anyways we were at the reception having a ball. Everyone was happy. I was happy ,But not as Happy I could be since August wasn't here to enjoy my happiness. But Anyways everything was amazing,the food was on point too I don't know how many plates I had. Chris even questioned if I was Pregnant cause I was Just eating that much.As I ate I Just watched Alayjah and Tru Dance on the dance floor with Bria'Marie.They Seemed so happy. I tried to enjoy everything but For some odd reason I felt sick.Like The Butterflies were having World War 1 in My stomach.I Needed Air.I was getting hot."Baby are you ok, You're turning red." Chris said. I then Said "I'm fine, I just need to go outside and get some air." He rubbed my back and said"You want me to come with you." I then Said"No I'm fine baby." He Then Said"You Sure?" I then said"Yes I'm Sure Baby" I Gave Him A kiss And got up.As I Got Up Tru asked Chris To come dance with him and Alayjah. So He Did That As I Left. I went Outside And Sat in the rocking chair.I felt a little better now.So As I Sat there And Thought Everything out I smiled A Little bit.But Butterflies was still killing each other during the process. So I Just closed my eyes and tried to relax. "hey" Familar voice said.The Voice was so calm and relaxed.For Some reason that voice caused my butterflies to automatically drop dead.I opened my eyes and it was August.He was standing there with a nice white long sleeved button up shirt,with a undid tie, and pants and some Jordans.His eyes were puffy and red, like he just got done crying and in his hand he had a gift bag. He Chuckled and said"Butterflies?" I softly smiled and said"Yes.This time they were having world War 1, How did you know?" He Then Said"You tend to get red when you have butterflies." I Blushed a little knowing that he notice the small things about me."Yea" I Said Softly. There was then a silence.I broke the silence and said "Why didn't you come to my wedding? Did you know it hurt me to not have you here on my most important day of my life?Like I never felt so......... Alone....In A crowded place" He sighed and Said "I'm sorry, I just couldn't. Did you know that it will hurt me to see the love of my life get married to someone else?" Those words broke my heart.I Started to feel sad for him cause he actually loved me."I knew I Lost You when Chris danced and sung to you at our 9th Grade dance.Til That day I realized My Decisions are the reason these things happen.Like I should have danced with you when you asked,Cause maybe he would have step back when he seen us dancing together. Or maybe if I was to just talk it out with you and not kick you out that day,we would have still been together."He said as he frowned .I looked down and said"yea things probably would have been very different" He then handed me a gift and said"Congratulations.......Mrs.Brown" He then smiled slightly. I then gave him a long tight hug."I love you Blair,Always remember You're Not Alone.I will always Be There for you.I Failed you today but I will never do it again."He said. He then kissed my forehead."Love you too August and thank you,I got you as long as you got me."I said.He then let go and left. I went back inside with the gift. Everything was soo much better.I was really happy. I put August's Gift on the gift table with everyone elses. I Then danced with the Kids and Chris.Then It was time for the Husband And Wife first dance.We dance to At Last sung By Beyonce. As we danced I looked up at him and saw that same boy that danced with me at my first 9th grade dance. I seen the love in his eyes. I then rested my head on his chest as people recorded us as we danced. After the dance we had to do the garter thing. So I sat on a chair and Chris had to go up my dress to get the garter. I left a surprise for him too. So As he Went Up My dress he notice I Didn't have panties on. I Bit my lip trying to hide my expressions. The dj then said"Ni**a done got lost in that dress tryna find a garter." Thats when Chris came from out the dress with the garter.He then said"The garter wouldn't come down." He then walked off smirking with the garter in one hand and  with the other he put his two fingers in his mouth and pulled it out.Everyone gasped and laughed.I just sat back in laughed some  of the people got the point.Some people was like"Why is everyone laughing" Others Was like "He's a savage"He Then walk back on the dance floor,but with two guys.I'm just sitting there looking lost. The song Chris made for me called Sweet Love played.Chris Then unbuttoned and Took Off his shirt.Then they started dancing.They started grinding on the floor.He then grinded on me.Things then started to get freaky. The DJ had to stop the music cause things started to get too freaky. "keep it pg keep it pg," the DJ said. It was then time for the cutting of the cake. We cut the  cake together and then ate it,but as I was looking away, I looked back at chris and he put cake in my face."Its not even your birthday, but I wanna lick the icing off."He said as he licked the cake off my face."You so freaky Chris." I said as I Chuckled. After we gave people the cake it was the end of the reception. "Mommy when are you coming back?" Tru asked as I helped clean up."This Friday." I said as he followed me around. He stopped,counted his fingers and said"Thats in 7 days, where is layjah and I gonna go?" I then said"with granny." he then said"alright." He then ran off to go play with he balloons with Alayjah."You ready to go baby." Chris said as he came up from behind me and held me."Yea lets go" I said. We then hugged and kissed the kids goodbye and left. We flew to California and Puerto Rico the next day.While On The Plane we openned the gifts.I got tons of lingerie but my most fav was the one Chris Mom gave us it was a collage of chris and I from 9th Grade to now and it came with a poem. Also the one my uncle gave me, he's a artist. He Drew a portrait of Chris and I. "Wow baby, August got us an expensive bottle of red wine." I Said."Thats nice of him, wanna drink it now?" He said."Sure, but let me take this dress off." I Said. He then help unzip my dress. I then stepped out it and all I had on was just a strapless top."Sh** you can just keep it like that or lose the top."Chris said as he bit his lip. I laughed and said"nahh" I then put on one of the lingerie bottoms .Chris open the bottle and poured it in the wine glass as I sat in his lap."Cheers to newly weds"He said.We then tapped our glasses together and drunk. As we drunk our drinks I started to sing "Baby lets get naked,just  so that we can make sweet love."Chris then put his hand inside my panties and started to finger me as he sung"All these sensations got me going crazy for you, Inside on top of you, Grinding inside and out of you, Baby I know what to do, Baby I know what to do ,So come on baby girl ,Let's just take our clothes off,Just so we can make sweet love." I laid my head back as I moaned and whispered his name.He then started to kiss my neck and nibbled on my ear. I Then turned around and Straddled him. We then started making out.He then pulled out and pulled my bottoms down.He then took off my shirt and kissed my stomach and breast. We did it right there on the plane.He then held me close as we caught our breath."I love you biiitttchh" he said. I laughed and said"I'm never gonna stop loving you." We both said "biitttccch " Then we kissed. As I got off him and put my clothes back on with my socks and shoes. We was landing so Chris got dressed. Since I didn't want to put my dress back on, Chris wrapped me up in his blazer and carried me bridal style out the jet into our house in California."You thought we was finished?" He said with a smirk as we were in the house. He laid me on the bed and went back outside to get our stuff. As he did that I went in the bathroom and sat up on the counter as I took selfies with the little veil that I put on Alayjah that she wouldn't keep on. Seconds later Chris caught me taking a selfies , I then hid my phone and acted Like I didn't take any selfies as I laughed. Chris then took a picture of me. He walked towards me and picked me up. He then carried me to our room and laid me on the bed. He took off his shirt and bottom and took my clothes. We then made sweet love and you could tell it was sweet by the sweetness that soaked the sheets. Chris ended up falling asleep on me as we cuddled and talked. I just laid there as I thought about August. How he was there for me when I felt Alone. It just had me thinking, Did I marry the right person??

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