You're Not Alone

21 Questions

Blair Pov.
These Past 2 Months Life Has Been Pointless Now That August Is Gone.Class Gets Boring And Everything is Just plain Boring. Like I Feel Like A Piece Of Me is Gone. I Miss It when August Would Tug On My Hair And Ask For A pencil Or Paper. I Miss How he Would Hug Me When i'm Sad. I Miss Eating Lunch With Him. The Way Him And Christian Play Together And How They Would Fall Asleep On Full House. I Just Missed That. We Used To Talk Everyday But Now And Days We Be Busy And Just Lost Contact. As I Was Walking Down The Hallway I Heard Someone Whisper"She Nothing Now That Her Pet Dog Is Gone." I Just Ignored It And Rushed To Class. Once I Got To Class I Sat At The Table Where August And I Use To Sit. Ms.Anderson Knew That August Left And It affected Me Badly So She allowed Me To Do All My Work And The Rest Of Class I Could Just Go To Sleep.So While I Had My Head Down Ms. Anderson Made An Announcement "Class We Have new Student Show Him Some Love." I Didn't Care At All He Wasn't August So It Don't Matter. You Hear Girls Whispering And Flirting with Him. He Then Tapped On My Shoulder. I Looked Up And He Asked "Is Anybody Sitting Here?" He Then Pointed To August Old Desk. The Boy Was Tall,Brownskin,Pretty Smile,big juicy lips,Looked Like a Virgin, looked like he Never Smoked, type to always have money,had a dress code,was a pretty boy,and had Pretty Eyes."Umm no ." I Said As I Put My Head Back Down. He Then Tugged On My Shirt."What you Want August. " I Said Turning Towards Him."Um My Name Is Trevor Not August." He Said As He Laughed Giving Me A Smile ."Oh I'm Sorry." I Said As I Went Through My Hair."Its Alright ,But do You Have A Pencil." He Asked As He Smiled Big."Nope." I Lied Knowing Good And Well I Had A Pack Of Pencils In My Purse."Oh.Alright." He Said. I Then Put My Head Back Down The Rest Of Class. At The End Of Class Ms. Anderson Asked" Blair Can You Show Trevor His Class,He Has The Same Class As You." I Then Sighed And Sarcastically Said"Sure." I Then Walked Off And He Followed. as We Were Walking The Same Girl Said"Da** She already Got A New Pet Dog." I Just Rolled My Eyes And Went In Class. As I Sat Down At My Desk,Trevor Sat next To Me."All These Free Seats,But You Choose To Sit By Me." I Said Becoming annoyed."Oh I'm Sorry I'll Move." He Said."its Fine,You already Sitting Down."I Said As I Rolled My Eyes. I Then Sat My Phone On The Table And Checked The Time."Who's That,Your Brother?" He Asked As He Looked At The Picture Of Me And Christian."You So Nosey Da**." I Said As I Locked My Phone And Put It In My Purse."Oh Sorry I Was Just Asking." He Said As He Lifted His Hand In Surrender. "He's My Son." I Said As I started to Do the Warm Up That Was On The Board." oh Well He Looks Just Like You." He Said As He Started To Do The Warm Up. "Well Duh He's My Son,Is He Not Suppose To Look Like Me?" I Said with The Dafuq Expression."Ma'am I Have Been Tryna Be Nice To You Ever Since I Came Here And All You Been Is Rude, I'm Just Tryna Be Your Friend." He Said As He Stopped writing in looked me straight in the eyes."I Don't Need New Friends, All they Are Our Temporary People That Come And Go." I Said As I Began To Get Angry."But I Don't Wanna Go, I Wanna Stay."He Said With A Puzzled Face 😕."Yea Yea,Talk Dirty To Me." I Said In Sarcasm."Not All Men Are The Same, i Can Promise You I Won't Walk Out On You." He Said As He Continued To Write."Ugh That Word Is Stupid And Is The Most easiest thing To Break." I Said As I Rolled My Eyes." Well Let Me Rephrase That..... I Will Make it My Best Not To Walk out On You." He Said as He Smiled And Looked At Me. I Then Laughed And Said "I Like That." He Then Said"I Finally Got A Smile." I Then laughed and Said"Ugh." he Then Said "Now We Didn't Start Out Good So Can We Start Over." I Then Smiled And Said Sure."Hi,I'm Trevor Jackson." He Said As He Reached His Hand Out For Me To Shake It."Hi,I'm Blair Jackson." I Said As I Shook His Hand."Oh Wow We Got The Same Last Name....Are You My Cousin?" he Asked As He Laughed."Umm I Doubt It no." I Said."Well When we Get Married You Don't Have To Worry About Changing Your Last Name." He Said. I Laughed And Said "Oh So Were Getting Married Huh?" he Then Bit His Lip 😍 And Said"I'm Gonna Be Honest With You, You're A Beautiful Girl And I Can See Myself With You." I Then Blushed And Said"That Was Real Straight Forward. I Like That." He Then Chuckled And Said"Now And Days You Gotta Be Straight Forwards With People Because Anything Can Happen Like They Can Die,Leaving You, Or End Up Getting Married And You Would Have Wished You Told Them When You Had A Chance." I Then Said"You Got A Point There." We Was Then Disturbed By The Teacher "Stop Talking And Do Your Work!" we Then Stop Talking And Did What Was Told.Once The Class Was Over And It Was Time For Lunch i Went To Popeyes And Trevor Tagged Along. As We Were Sitting Down Eating our chicken Trevor Asked"So Why Are You So Messed Up?" I Sighed And Said"Well I've Been Living On Broken Promises,My Parents Will Always Promise They Were Gonna Pick me Up From Abuela's House,That Didn't Happen,They Promised To Come to My Dance Recitals,That Didn't Happen,i Now Think Friendships Are Meant to end because My Bestfriend Said He Will Always Be there For Me And My Baby And Since He Left We Don't Even Keep In Contact No More." As he
Drunk His Drink He Asked"Why Did Your Friend Leave?" i Sighed And Said"Well He Had To Leave Because If He Didn't Him,His family,and Me Would Have Died." He Then Stopped Drinking And Looked At Me Like I Just Said I Sucked Di** For Living."Why Would You Get Killed?" he Asked."Because I'm One Of The People He Loves Dearly." I Said As I Ate A Fry."So You're Upset Because He Basically Saved Your Life." He Said As He Ate His Chicken."well umm *smacks * Ugh If You Put It Like That Yea,But before My Son Was Born and became my world ,My friend Was My World He Was The Reason Why I Lived he Pushed Me To Be A Better Person Giving Me Something To Smile for He Was The Only One Who Cared About Me and understood me.This Is A Touchy Conversation But I Almost Killed Myself And He Saved me And Told Me He Cared About me When I Felt Like The World Was Against Me And Nobody cared.When He Left Its Like I Lost Apart Of Me" I Said as I Began To Cry. Trevor Then Wiped My Tears."Well I Care About You Too." he Said As He Caressed My Hand With His Thumb."Thanks And I'm Sorry For Treating You Wrong Earlier."I Said As I Sniffed."Its Alright."He Said As He Smiled."Well I Don't Have to Go Back To School Do You Have Too? because I'll Drive You Back." I Asked.He Then Said "nah" I Then Said"Alright Well I Gotta Pick Up My Son.Do You Mind Taking A Stop Or You Wanna Go Straight Home." I Said As I Got Up."I Don't Mind At All,I Would Love To Meet Your Son." He Said As He Got Up Too. We Then Left Popeyes And Got In The Car."So How Old Is He?" trevor Asked."He's 3 Months Old. Thats My Pookie Baby!" I Said As I Began To Smile Big.Something I Tend To Do When I Talk About Christian."What's His Name?" Trevor Asked."Christian Anthony Jackson, He Got The Name Christian From His Dad Which Name Is Christopher, He Got The Middle Name Anthony From My Bestfriend his Middle Name Was Anthony And Jackson is My Last Name." i Said As I Smiled At The Road."Aww." He Said."Yess He's a Amazing Baby, He's Like My Best friend we Will Talk All Night.Well He Tries To Talk.His Expressions Talks For Him Actually. I Love Him So Much.He Doesn't Really Like Kid Shows He Likes Watching Full House,George Lopez,And dr.Phil I Don't Know Why. He's Such A Lovable And Chilled Baby." I Said Becoming So Happy With The Topic.Trevor Then Looked At Me In Amazement. We Finally Made It To Momma Sheila's House Which Changed My Whole Mood Because Thats Where All Our Memories Took Place."Umm You Can Come In If You Want Its Up To You. She Won't Bite. Just Hope Travis Isn't There." I Said As I Smiled Lightly."Umm I'll Go In."he Said. We Then Went In The House And Christian Was laying On the Ground Watching Dr.Phil As Momma Sheila Was Reading A Book On The Sofa."Hey Momma Sheila, Hey Pookie Bear!!" i Said As i Picked Him Up And Started Showering Him With Kisses. He Then Began To Giggle And Smile."Oh Yea Momma This Is Trevor And Trevor This Is Momma Sheila." I said As I Introduced Them.Momma Sheila Then Got Up And gave Him A Hug."You're One Handsome Boy." She Said As She Checked Him Out. Trevor Then Shyly Said "Thank You." As Christian Played With My Hoop Earrings I Said"Well Momma We Need To Get Going." She Then Said "Alright Love." I Then said "ok." Trevor,Christian, And I Then Left The House. Trevor Then Sat In The Backseats With Christian. As I Was Driving I Couldn't Help,But Notice How They Bonded So Easily And Reminded Me Of How August And Christian Use To be."Umm So Where Do You Live?" I Asked. "I Live In Rivers Oak." He Said As He Played With Christian's Nose."Bruh I Live In Rivers Oak Too. Ohh You Must be The People That Just Moved In At The End Of The Street." I Said In Shock."Oh Wow Yep Thats Us." He Said."Oh You Live With Your Parents?" I Asked Sounding Like I Never Knew What Parents Were."Umm Yea, I Thought You Lived With Your Momma?" He Said Looking Confused. I Then Laughed And Said"Oh No She's Not My Real Mom She's My Best friend's Mom And she Treated Me Like Her Daughter So I Called Her Mom. My Real Parents I Barely See Cause They always Busy With Work." He Then Said "So You Live In That Big House All By Yourself?" i Then Said"Not Really, I Live with My Son And My Dog Chico He's A Great Dane ." Trevor Then Got Scared And Said"You Ain't Gotta Worry Bout Me Coming To Your House." I Then Busted Out Laughing And Said"Chico Is So Sweet,He's Very Calm,Loving,And Gentle,But One Thing about Him Is He Still Thinks He's A Baby So He Will Find Any Opportunity To Get In Your Lap,He's Scared Of The Rain,And He Cries When You Lock Him In A Room ." Trevor Then Loosened Up And Said"Does He Bite?" I Then Said"Nope Not At All.. He Don't Even Bark Only If He Feels In Danger, But He Loves Meeting new People." Trevor Then Sighed And Said"Whheeeww Alright,But If I Was To Come To Your House Right Now Where Would He Be?" i Then Said"In His Room Crying As He Scratches On The Closed Door." Trevor Then Said"He Got His Own Room?" i Laughed And Said "Yea Its Has A Outside Theme Its So Awesome." Trevor Then Said"Oh Wow." I Then Nodded And Said"Yep." Trevor then Said"Well Umm...Can I Come Over Your House So I Can Get To Know You Better." i Then Said "Sure." once We Got To The House We Went Upstairs To Where Chico Was Scratching On The Door And Pouting.As Trevor Held Christian I Opened Up the Door And Chico Came Walking Out Like He Wasn't Just Crying. We All Then Went In My Room.As I Got In Bed And Chico Got in My Lap,Trevor Just Stood There With Christian In His Arms."You Can Get In Bed With Me I Won't Bite." I Said. He Then Took Off His Shoes And Got In Bed."Since You Wanna Know About Me. How Bout We Play 21 Questions?" I Asked As I Rubbed Chico's Back."Alright You Go First." Trevor Said As Played With Christian."Well My Full Name Is Blair Aaliyah Rae Jackson.What's Yours?" I Said as Chico Licked My Leg."My Full Name Is Trevor Howard Lawrence Jackson. I Was Born in Indianapolis. Where were you born ?" he Said As Christian Put His Hand In Trevor's Face." I Was born In New Orleans. I Have Zero Siblings How Many Do You Have?" i Said."I Have Two Siblings.My Favorite Food Is Pizza.What Is Yours?" He Said."Mines Is Pizza Too!! . My Favorite Color Is Blue And Variety Of Greens. Whats Your Fav Color." I Said As Chico Began To Fall asleep."Blue Abd Silver. My Future Baby mama Name Is Blair Jackson.Who Is Your Baby daddy?" He Said. I Then Laughed And Said" My Baby daddy Is Chris Brown And One Day It Just Might Be Trevor Jackson. My talent Is Dancing And Acting. What's Yours?" I Said."oh I Think I Saw Him when i was in The Front Office,He Was doing Announcements,But anyways My Talent Is Singing,Dancing,And Acting. I Plan On Being In Christians Life.Is Chris in Christian's Life?" He Said As He Kissed Christian's Cheek. I Sighed An Said"He's In And out One Day He Wants to Be In His Sons Life And Most of the Time He Doesn't. I'm Not A Virgin.Are You A Virgin?" he Then Said"Yes,I Am A Virgin Just Waiting For The Right One.Do You Regret Losing Your Virginity To The Person You Did It With?" I Then Said" Yes I Do But If I Wouldn't Have Done It ,I Wouldn't Have Such An Amazing Son.I Can't Sing. Can You Sing For Me?" He Then Smiled And Began To Sing just The Way You Are By Bruno Mars. We Then Continued To Play The Game.We Ended Up Doing More Than 21,But It Didn't Matter At All. He Then Went Home. Once He Left Christian And I Then Chilled.