You're Not Alone

Chill Rae

Blair Pov
After I Finished My Test i Headed To The Cafeteria For Lunch. I Then Sat At A Table By Myself. Out Of Nowhere August Come With A Sub From Subway."How The Fu** You Got Subway When You Aint Got No Car." I Said As I Was Laughing."I Used Your Car" He Said As He Gave Me The Keys And Sat Down. I Then Laughed And Said"Ugh" As I was Eating My sub My whole Mood Changed. Because I Saw Chris With Brittany In His Lap. Chris Was Laughing And Everything,but When He Saw Me Starring He Looked At Me Like I Was A Piece Of Sh**.So Much Anger Came Into Me. "Whats Wrong?" August Said. "Nothing I'm Fine." I Said As I Became more Angry And Annoyed. "Blair I Know Somethings Wrong,You're Shaking And You Squeezed The Sh** Out That Sub." I Looked Down At My Sub Which Had All The Stuff Inside It All On The Table."I'll Be Right Back." i Said Calmly. As I Walked Towards Chris's Table I Grabbed A Carton Of Milk From A Random Person. Once I Got To Their Table I Poured The Milk All On Him And Brittany. The People At His Table Began To Laugh At Him."What The Fu** Is Wrong With You blair." Chris Said As Brittany Gasped In Shock. "yea The Fu** Is Wrong With You Betch." Brittany Said."Aint Nobody Talking To You Blondie And I'm Not Done With you." I Said."Chris Tell Everyone How You Got Me Pregnant And How You Wanted Me To Abort It Cause You A Pu**y A** Nigga." I Said As Brittany Looked At Him In Surprise And Hit him."Bi*** Get Away From Me With That Sh**." Chris Said. So I Walked Away Pretending I Forgot About Handling Brittany And I Turned Around. I Pulled Brittany Out Of Chris's Lap By Her Hair And Started Punching And Kicking Her In Her Face. Thats When Chris Pushed Me Down On The Ground And Slapped Me Twice. Then I Saw Red. I Pounced On Chris Knocking Him On The Ground And Beat The Sh** Out Of Him. August Came And Pulled Me Off Of Chris And I Heard August Whisper In My Ear "Chill Rae." It Seemed As If Everything Went Silent And All I Heard Was "Chill Rae." My Body Then Loosened Up And I Began To Cry. August Then Took Me Home. Once We Got There My Mom's Car Was In The Carport."Omg She's Here,I'm Scared." I Said As I Began To Squeeze August's Hand."You Want Me To Come In With You?" august Said."Yes Please." I Said As I Let Go Of His Hand.He Then Kissed My Forehead. We Got Out The Car And Went To The Door.I Sighed And Then Opened The Door. Once I Opened The Door There Was my Mom." Hey Mom." I Said."Hey Mrs.Jackson" August Said. She Then Waved At Us As She Was On The Phone."Mom I Nee-" I Said As She Cut Me Off By Lifting Up Her Index Finger Indicating "Wait A Minute I'm On A Important Call." I Rolled My Eyes And Sat At The Table As August Did The Same. A Few Minutes Later My Mom Came And Sat At The Table. "Where is Dad?" I Asked As My Mom Was On Her Phone."Something Came Up." She Said. Under my Breath I Said"Something Is Always Coming Up." August Heard and Squeezed My Thigh."Mom I need To Tell You Something." I Said."What Is It Hun." she Said As She Was On The Phone Looking Through Emails. So Much Anger Got Into Me Because Of The Way She Treated Me. So I Took Her iPhone 6 Plus And Threw It On The floor." Fu** You And Your Fu**ing Phone,You Haven't Looked At Me Once Your Eyes Have Been Glued On That Phone The Whole time.You Spend No Time With Me whatsoever, You Never Even Took The Time To Call Me Cause If You Did You Would Have Known That I Was Pregnant Or I Almost Killed Myself. I Hate You And Dad Yal Care Nothing About Me Yal Care More About Your Jobs. I Never Knew How A Real Family Felt Like.until I Started Hanging With August's Family.Its Crazy How A Family Can Treat Me With So Much Love And Care And Im Not Even Apart of their family, But I Cant Get A Simple I Love You From You or Dad. Let Me Guess The Way You Say i love You Is Giving Me Money?!That Sh** Is Fu**ed Up!!" I Yelled As I Began To Cry. August Then Rubbed My Back And Said"Chill Rae." I Then Let Out Steam and Said"Ok." "Blair Aaliyah Rae Jackson what The Hell Is Wrong With You!???" my Mom Said As She Picked Up Her Damaged Phone. "What The Hell Is Wrong With Me??!! I Just Poured My Heart Out To You And You Ask Me What The Hell Is Wrong With me." I Then Got Up And Said"Come On August Lets Go." August Then Got up.We Then Left The House. August Opened The Door For Me then I Got In The Car And Slammed The Door Closed.He Then Got In The Car And We Left."Are You Ok?" august Said As He Went Through My Hair."No That Stupid Bi*** Cares Only About Her Phone And Job not Me." I Said As I Wiped A Tear. August Didn't Really Know What To Say He Just Held My Hand.We Finally Made It To His House. We Got Out Of The Car And went In The House."Hey baby" Momma Sheila Said As She Gave Me A Hug."Hey" I Said Weakly. "How Did It Go With Your Mom." She Asked In Concern As She Sat Me Down."She Didn't Even Care About The Fact That I Was Pregnant Just The Fact That I Broke Her Phone." I Said As I Began To Cry again.She Held Me Tight And Said"Baby Its Gonna Be Alright. We care About You Thats All That Matters" I Wiped My Tears And Said" Thank You I Love You Guys." August Then Got On Top Of me And Momma,Hugging Us Saying"We Love You Too Blair." We Then Laughed And I Said" Alright August Get Off You're Hurting us ." August Then Got Off Us And Said"I Thought I Was Light." Apparently You Aren't" I Said As I Laughed. "Well I'm Cooking Food You hungry?" Momma Sheila Asked." Ohh Yess I Am Verryy Hungry I Can Eat A Cow Right Now." I Said as I Laughed."oh Ok" She Said As She Laughed. August And I Then Went In His Room As She Cooked. As I Hopped On The Bed I Got on Youtube To Look At Some Videos As August Talked On The Phone With Some Girl On The Phone. I Just Feel Bad For These Girls Cause All August Do Is Play Them,He Only In For The Sex. Aren't All Men Like That? So Once August Got Off The Phone I Said"Omg I Found This Little Boy On Youtube And When I Tell You He Can Sing I Mean It." I Then Showed August The Video He Made When He Was Singing At Age 14."That Little Boy Can Sing."August Said As He Laughed."Foods Ready!" Momma Sheila Yelled. I Then Ran Out The Room To The Dinner Table."Fat A**" August Said Laughing As He Sat Next To Me.Mel,His Daughters,And Girlfriend " Hey Bighead."Mel Said As He Gave Me A Hug."Hey CaraMel." I Said As I Laughed And He Nudged Me A Little.Chaylin,Kayden,And Amaiya then Came in With Their Momma Following Them."Heeeyyyy Raaee" The Girls Said in Unison As They Gave Me A Hug."Hey Girls" I Said. They Then Ran To August And Gave Him A Hug."hey" I Said To Mels Girlfriend." Hey "She Said Shyly. Momma Sheila Then Came Out With A Whole Bowl Filled With Crawfish,Corn,Sausages,Eggs,And potatoes. My Eyes Grew Real Big As She Sat It On the Table."Hey Ma" Mel Said As He Gave Her A Kiss On The Cheek."Hey Mel." She Said As She Sat Down."Hey Ms.Blair" Mels Girlfriend Said."hey" Me And Momma Sheila Said In Unison."Oh Shi* I Forgot Your Last Name Was Blair ohhp" I Said As We All Laughed. Momma Sheila Then Said Prayer And Then We Began To Eat. I Most Have Been Eating A lot Cause Mel Laughed And Said"Da** Blair Are You Eating For Two or Nah?" I Then Laughed And Said" Yea Actually I Am." Mel's Jaw Then Dropped."Yep There Is A new Addition To The Family." August Said As He Ate His Food."Da** August Your Pull Out Game Is Weak." mel Said As We All Laughed."The Fu** You Mean My Pull Out Game Is Strong Thats Not My Baby And I Know You Aint Talking." August Said As He Looked At The Girls. We All Then Laughed And August Said"But I Will Be The Father Figure For That Child And I'll Take Care Of The Baby And The Baby's Mother" I Began To Blush And Said"Thanks" I Then Gave Him A Hug"Awwww" Everybody Said To August And I."Blair If You Have A Girl You Can Name It Princess Cinderella." Kayden Said."Yea And If Its A Boy You Can Name Him Prince Charming" Amaiya Said. I Then Chuckled And Said"I'll Think About It." Mel Laughed And Said"I Bet Momma Was Like Oh Lord ..My Baby Having A Baby." August And I Laughed And Said "Yep." mel Then Said" I'm Guessing The Baby daddy Is That Pu**y a** Ni**a Chris." I Sighed And Said" Yep" August Then Laughed And Said"But The Ni**a Learned His lesson In Lunch When Blair Beat the sh** Out Him And His New Girlfriend That Sh** Is All On Facebook And WSHH." " Da** Rae I'm Scared Of You Now You Want My Food Here,Here You Go Take It Just Don't Hurt Me" Mel Said As He Pretended To Give Me His Plate. We All Began To Laugh. We Then Finished Up Our Food,Cleaned Up,And Mel And His Gf And Kids Left. I Then Left And Went Home. Once I Got Home My Mom Was Already Gone So I fed Chico,Went In The Bathroom Took of my clothes,and Soaked In Some Warm Water As I Listened To Music. When I Was Done Bathing i Got Out Of The Tub,Dried Myself Off,Slipped On A Sports Bra And Shorts,And Brushed My Teeth. As I Went In My Room and Laid in Bed I Got A Call From August And We Talked All Night talking about Baby Names And Random Stuff Until We Fell Asleep.