Chapter 49: Dark Thoughts

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Torys pov
We all sat back down at our table and ordered our food.
We finished eating and headed back to the house. It was late and all we wanted to do was sleep. We would do the fun stuff tomorrow morning.
I said goodnight to my grandma and I went back to me and Josh's room.
I plopped down next to him and I turned towards him.
He was on his phone.
"What?" He asked while not taking his eyes off his phone.
"Who are you talking to?" I asked
He set his phone down and looked at me.
"Toxic much?"
I rolled my eyes.
"No just curious what has you on your phone at this time."
"It was my mom. She was updating me on Michelle and all." He said.
I squinted my eyes.
"Let me see."
He shrugged his shoulders.
"Okay here." He handed me his phone and I snooped through it like I was some sort of FBI agent.
I handed him his phone and he looked at me with his I told you so face.
"You're good." I paused
"For now."
He grabbed me and just started to kiss me all over my face.
"Okay okay stop." I laughed.
I laid my head on his chest and he smiled.
"You seem happy." I said
He smiled.
"Yeah i am. I mean I'm here with all my friends and most importantly I'm here with you."
What a cheesy ass kid I thought to myself.
"Cute but cheesy." I said
We cuddled and fell asleep.
Next morning
Josh and I woke up around 9 am because we had to meet with everyone down by the beach to go on a boat ride.
Josh stepped out of the bathroom and I laughed.
He looked down.
"What?"
"Nice shorts." I laughed

"I know right

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"I know right."
"They look like little kid shots. Why do they have rubber duckies on them." I teased.
"I think their nice."
"I like your outfit you look cute." He smiled

" He smiled

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"Thank you."
"Everyone is down at the beach now so we should head down there." I said
Josh nodded.
"Let's go." He grabbed our beach bag and we walked to the beach.
When we got there everyone was already on the boat. It was nice, it was big too.
"You got a yacht?" Asked josh

 "You got a yacht?" Asked josh

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Vinnie nodded.
"Yup why not."
The boat started to move.
Everyone was down on the deck and I just sat there near the back of the boat.
I stared into the ocean. I started to daydream, before I knew it I felt tears slid down my cheeks.
"You okay?" Josh sat down next to me and I wiped my eyes.
"Yeah Im fine. The salt just bothers my eyes."
He looked at me with his don't bullshit me look.
"What's wrong."
My eyes began to water once more.
"I'm scared." I cried.
He hugged me and I cried in his arms.
"Scared of what?" He asked
"Of what's going to happen with my grandma. I just don't want to lose her."
He set his hand on my thigh and he said
"It's going to be okay Tory, just trust the doctors and the whole team. I promise you she will come out feeling better than ever."
I gave him a faint smile.
"Come on let's chill with everyone." He reached out for my hand but I didn't grab his.
"I'm going to sit here for a while." I said
I sat there on the edge of the boat and I felt empty. I could feel my dark emotions take over.. it was only a matter of time before I would fall all over again.

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