𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐂𝐥𝐮𝐛 𝐈𝐈 ✦ 𝐖𝐨𝐥𝐟𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝

Ilysm

Guys I'm gonna be honest

For the past maybe year and a half or even longer writing has felt like a chore. I just didn't get those feelings about it anymore.

BUT

Recently, I've been getting those feelings back. Honestly, I have been loving writing recently. I spend so much time on wattpad again and I just love... writing.

Tomorrow is my last day of school and then I'm almost free.

Since it's summer, that means I have time to train more. I'll have 6 hour training days but only for a couple of weeks.

I want to finish maybe two books this summer because I really want to write more this year.

Writing brought me a lot of comfort when I felt really lost and I've been kind of losing myself again recently and here I can just...

I can be whoever I want in my books and I really need that comfort again.

I love all of your comments. So much and I feel like I can't actually describe this to you but I do love you guys.

Like, my close friends at school know I write and I'm always talking about funny things you guys say or how happy I am that you like chapters I posted, things like that.

I'm really thankful for all of you.

I'm a very rocky person at times. I know that. I am who I am and you guys have seen me at some of my lowest points and it's not enjoyable. But I love that you all care for me and I care for you.

I hope my writing is good enough to take you to the places I describe and you can connect with the character (Y/n), even when she makes stupid decisions.

Because who in their right mind would leave Miles Fairchild or Boris Pavlikovsky??

But regardless, I am thankful for all of you and it brings me a lot of joy and peace writing for you.

I just wanted to thank you guys for that.

Just letting me be me and write my heart out.

I hope you do feel when you read my books like you are someone's whole world. Like you are the most beautiful and perfect girl on earth. I hope you feel so loved and adored. Even though they aren't real, (trying hard not to be a cringe fanfic author rn) I hope you do get that feeling.

I get it.

From my own words sometimes I have to take a minute to just stop smiling and blushing like an idiot at something my own brain came up with ffs.

But anyways, I just wanted to get that off my chest.

I know this book isn't updated much because I've been focusing more on my actual like stories so if you want consistent updates I update my current x reader book every day.

(Right now it's my Boris x Reader Dull Blades you should check it out lol)

But yes ok I need to go to bed now I love you all and I can't wait to publish the next chapter tomorrow ahh

Ok ciao xoxoxo