Chapter 21

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⚠️‼️TW: mention of self harm‼️⚠️
When you get home your mom is already waiting for you.
Your Mom: Hey sweetie
You roll your eyes
You: Just give me the damn test
Your Mom: Nice to see you too
She hands you the box and you grab it out her hand. You go upstairs and take the test then go downstairs while you wait for the result.
You: There I took it, I hope that makes you happy
Your Mom: You will not give me an attitude
You: Why not mom?? You DONT trust me
Your Mom: It's not that I don't trust you, I don't trust your JUDGMENT
You: OH MY GOD MOM
Your Mom: Don't raise your voice at me young lady
You: Then stop treating me like a child
Your Mom: You ARE a child, you're 16 years old
You: Fine you wanna know the fucking truth so bad? Yes me and Sora have had sex, twice in fact, once at his house and once here because i lied to you when i said i slept over at Casey's and i lied because of shit like THIS because even when i tell you the truth you DONT believe me, i told you already WE DID NOT HAVE SEX LAST NIGHT yet you are still making me take the pregnancy test
Your Mom: YOU JUST CONFESSED YOU LIED TO ME BEFORE BUT YOU WANT ME TO BELIEVE YOU NOW AND BESIDES THIS ISNT JUST ABOUT LAST NIGHT, PREGNANCY DOESNT EVEN HAPPEN THAT FAST
You begin to go upstairs
Your Mom: DONT WALK AWAY FROM ME
You grab the test off the bathroom sink, determined to show her the negative reading on the test. However when you read the test your heart drops down to your stomach. You stare at the word "positive" and it stares right back at you. You hover over the toilet and vomit, suddenly feeling sick to your stomach. Your mom must hear you because she comes upstairs to check on you.
Your Mom: Y/N...?
Your eyes are filling with tears. She picks up the test and looks at it. Her eyes fill with a mix of shock and anger.
You: Mom...i don't even know how this happened we used protection you have to believe me
Your Mom: This...this is why I don't trust you
Her words sting and form a pit in your stomach.
You: Oh my god I hate you...and I hope you're happy because I hate myself too
You go to your room and slam the door shut. You wanna scream or kick something or cry but you don't feel anything at all except pain, failure, disappointment, and disgust. You pick up the shattered glass from when you were angry at Sora. If you have nothing else to take your anger out on, you might as well take it out on yourself. You hold the broken glass up to your wrist but you can't bring yourself to do it. You'd always thought pregnancy would be a happy thing, but right now it feels like the worst fucking thing in the world.

p.s.- some pretty strong feelings were brought out in this part 👀👀 what do we think will happen next??

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