My secret therapist

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Hey peoplessss ok first I would like to say thank you for choosing this to read

Also I'm not necessarily the only author for this book my cousin Klenjt

She's helping me with some of the plot and things of that nature

Hope you like it might have slow updates but that's okay cause y'all can read my other books in the meantime loves
⚠️⚠️⚠️ trigger warning

This book do includes trigger waning for things such as suicide attempts , and abusing AND THINGS OF THAT NATURE!

also would like to quickly say the way I wrote I put a space between almost every sentence unless I feel like they should go together.... that made no sense anywayyyy

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𝙼𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚢 𝚁𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚊-

I wake up thinking about all the bullshit I'm about to go through

I see his hand on my waist as we're in bed and I move it getting up

"Where you going love ?" He ask

"To the bathroom I need to tell you that too?" I say rolling my eyes and walk in there locking the door

I look in the mirror wanting to cry seeing many bruises on my body..from him.. the man that I was in 'love' with

"Fuck it I'm going today " I say to myself

I've been told by my two best friends to go to therapy it might help me escape more easily that I have tried. It might help me talk about all my problems at once but ever since they set my appointments up I haven't been showing up..

I tried to escape him before , he always found me and dragged me back by apologizing in the best way which made me fall into it

I can't believe the boy I was in ' love 'with in school turns out to be the man I'll always be afraid of

He hurts me then feel bad about it and try and comfort me

I would say our 'relationship' is toxic because I'll fight back..there ain't a time where I don't besides when all this started

I call our relationship toxic because I still find a way back into his arms and is willing to have sex with him ..I have to get over that

It's not good for me mentally

I cover up my bruises and get ready to ' go out ' today

I come out the bathroom not even wanting to talk to him so I go downstairs and clean up some

I feel him wrap his hand around my waist and kissing my neck

"What's wrong ?" He ask against my neck

"I'm not feeling good " I say trying to get him off me without being aggressive cause he will do something

"Alright how can I help you then ?" He ask me

"I don't know I'm about to go shopping with my friends right now so yea that might help " I say sighing

"Okay, buy something sexy alright?" He say and walk away as I nod

I get a text from kylan my brother saying he's outside

I walk outside getting into the car and sees the look on his face

"You can't cover them for shit " he says mad

Him and my husband get into a fight every-time they see each other because he knows what he does to me. I don't blame him for trying to get me out this situation because I always fall back