Ruby and I

chapter 31

The next day, Jenna and Alexa were waiting for Ruby to come into Chez Abélia's.

"Where is she?" Alexa asked.

"I don't know. She would never be late for brunch. She loves her discount mimosas." Jenna said.

Ruby walks into the restaurant and takes a seat. "Good afternoon!" she said cheerfully.

"Hello to you, too," Alexa said.

"Somebody is very happy today," Jenna said with a giggle.

"I'm just in a very good mood!" Ruby said.

"That can only mean one thing," Jenna said.

"Ohh, did someone have a special night with their fiancé? A little preview of the honeymoon or the wedding night?" Alexa asked with a smirk.

"A lady doesn't kiss and tell," Ruby said.

"Since when have you ever kept your sex life a secret?" Jenna asked.

"Exactly! Quit playing! Tell us what happened!" Alexa said.

Ruby looks around the restaurant making sure that nobody is listening to them. "Alright, here's what happened. So last night, Clark had his friends over for gaming, and I was hanging out with them. Then when his friends left, I was cleaning the kitchen, and next thing you know, Clark just pushed me up against the fridge and made out with me. And before you know it, Clark has me bent over the kitchen counter." she said.

Jenna and Alexa look at each other in shock and back at Ruby.

"Clark bent you over?" Jenna asked.

"He sure did," Ruby said.

"Hold on now. Clark was taking control?" Alexa asked.

"Honey, yes! My baby was in control. He was pulling on my hair, spanking me, choking me. He was doing things to me that he hadn't done before," Ruby said.

"Woah. I didn't think he had that in him!" Alexa said.

"Neither did I! But I ain't complaining. I mean, he damn sure surprised me!" Ruby said.

"Aww, sweet little Clark dominating his fiancée," Jenna said.

"And it was just sudden? Nothing triggered him to have the intense sexual desire?" Alexa asked.

"Yeah! Once we were all alone, he just took me." Ruby said.

"He was probably holding in his sexual beast all night so he could unleash it on you," Alexa said.

"Okay, now I know that you're dominant. But you think you're gonna let him do it again?" Jenna asked.

"I hope he wants to. Because that was probably the best sex we had by far." Ruby said.
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While Ruby was boasting about the sex to her girls, Clark had arranged a session with Camila, as he wanted to express some thoughts that ran through his mind about last night. And his emotions were opposite to Ruby's.

"So, what did you wanna talk about today?" Camila asked.

"How would you feel if I had talked about....intimacy?" Clark asked.

Camila giggles. "I should be asking you that, Clark. Are you comfortable talking about it?" she asked.

"Would it bother you?" Clark asked.

"Sweetheart, I am a therapist. I've spoken to couples about sex before. This is nothing new. Now come on. Sit down and talk to me." Camila said.

Clark takes a seat next to Camila. "Okay, uh...well, last night...me and Ruby had sex. But I feel so strange. It's kinda hard to explain," he said.

Camila's eyebrow raises in question. "Are you not attracted to her?" she asked.

"Oh goodness no! What I meant is that...throughout our relationship, Ruby has mostly been the one to be in control, especially in the bedroom. But last night, I had my friends over, and I noticed that they were staring at her, and I felt jealous. And I've been jealous before when some guy was getting too cozy with her at our engagement party. And it turned out that he had a boyfriend, so he wasn't into her at all. But this time, when I got jealous...it was like in a dominant way. So then, when my friends had left, I immediately went up to Ruby to kiss her, and I...you know...took control." Clark said.

"Was it something you've wanted to do in the bedroom for a while? Camila asked.

"That's the thing! I never thought about doing something like that. It just happened...and I liked it." Clark said.

"Okay, so where does this strange feeling come from?" Camila asked.

"It didn't feel like we made love. It was just sex. Literally just sex. At the time, it might've felt like it was love. But that morning after, I thought about it, and it was just lust," Clark said."

"Did it feel like you were using her for her body?" Camila asked.

"No...I would never use her for her body." Clark said.

"I'm not asking if you did it. I'm asking you if it felt like you were," Camila said.

"...I don't know...I guess because since it was so sudden...it didn't feel passionate to me. Since I felt sex deprived, becoming jealous was enough for me to go wild and ravage her. Consensually, of course." Clark said.

"Sex deprived? Have you not been intimate with Ruby lately?" Camila asked.

"For two weeks, almost three, it's been really difficult for me to be intimate with her. The least I've done was just give her a quick kiss." Clark said.

"Does this have something to do with your PTSD?" Camila asked with concern.

"...Yes," Clark said.

"...Do you think you can tell me what happened?" Camila asked.

Clark's mind goes back to that horrendous incident. The empty basement. The wooden chair he was tied to. The scary men beating him up. Mandy forcing herself upon him. "I-I can't, Camila," he said.

"That's fine, Clark. Remember, nobody is rushing you." Camila said.

Clark checks his watch. "I'm gonna be late for work anyways. I should go," he said.

He gets up from the couch and heads for the door. "Thanks for talking with me. I really appreciate it," he said.

"You're welcome. And don't forget, next week, we'll need to go over some wedding ring designs and get you fitted for your suit. I'll send you an email later on today with the address to the shop and your appointment time." Camila said.

"Will do! I'll see you soon." Clark said.

Clark leaves Camila's office and heads over to his job.

Hmmm. It seems like Clark wasn't too excited about the sex the other night like Ruby was. Why do you think that is? Why could he possibly be feeling these emotions toward being intimate with Ruby?
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