waiting for sadiq

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WAITING FOR SADIQ
CHAPTER 31

When people tell Nanah marriage sometimes can be complicated at times she never take that statement very serious until now, 2months after her marriage nothing seems to be on track, she have try countless times to speak to abubakar but it's as if the more effort she put the more they both drift apart, she feel fed and completely tired of everything, she doesn't want to drag parents into this especially since there wedding is still new but how can she continue like this, it's been 2weeks since she last saw Abubakar, he told her he's traveling the most upsetting thing that worry Nanah is that he doesn't pick her calls whenever he leave,
As she quietly arrange her clothes into the small suitcase she try to think of a lie she will come up with to tell her mum, staying here alone in this big house will never give her the answers she wants.
Once she's done arranging the clothes she look around the bedroom and is satisfy by how everything is, she grab her veil and open the door with a sigh as she hear a shuffling sound behind her making her to quickly turn, suprise to see abubakar.

"Where are you going to ?"he ask glancing at the suitcase and back to her face.

"Home."Nanah grumble and grab her suitcase handle but abubakar grab it to.

She release a tiring sigh and look up at him.

"Abu what do you want?
You are not even at home all the time,
We are married but it's better we are not,
It's been two months and..........

"If you leave today you will loss me forever."he say and Nanah stare at him for a while.

"Then prove to me that you love me as you always say,
62days Abubakar, for 62days we've been married but it's as do we are complete strangers."Nanah yell to his face and abubakar facepalm.

"I know nanah,
It's just..........
Forget it you will never understand."he say the frustration clear in his voice.

"Then make me understand Abu,
All i want is a small little affection from you,
Abu i love you,
I miss you an.......

"Stop saying that Nanah."abubakar say and quickly grab her by the hand.

"I...I love you to."he say and Nanah stare at him.

"Then prove it to me,
I'm not asking for much Abu,
just be there for me,
Let's act like normal couples,
Let's do what normal couples do that's all I want."Nanah say and abubakar release a heavy breathe.

"Let's go inside."he say and grab the suitcase in his other hand.

That morning Abubakar and Nanah had a long talk, even do he didn't tell her the reason why he's been keeping distance and avoiding her, he let her know he really do love her and that he's sorry for everything, somehow it's a new beginning for Nanah but a start of another problem one that will test her patience and perhaps tear them apart once again.

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Nanah's POV

Five months into my marriage and abubakar have not lay a finger on me, we share thesame bedroom and bed but the highest thing we do is cuddle and maybe once in a while shared a kiss, there are moments where I try to go beyond kissing with him and he just politely stop me, it gat me worried honestly and whenever I try to bring up conversation about that, he always tell me he is not ready or we should wait for the right time,
Abubakar is sure a complicated man.

I'm currently laying on the bed with my head on his chest, I look up at him and sigh, he's peacefully sleeping,
I glance at the digital clock that shows 10pm and i release a heavy breathe.