Today 1:55 PM
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: We talked 😁
LL 🤍: is everything good now?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: Yes I'm going to get all my stuff from Kelly's house later after I get Solo
LL 🤍: okay good
LL 🤍: i miss you 🫤
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: Come have dinner with me and my family tonight
LL 🤍: that's wayyy too soon 🫣
LL 🤍: you just made up with her today and you want me to go over there?????
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: onika ☹️
LL 🤍: bey ☹️
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: stop being mean
LL 🤍: girl how am i being mean
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: you don't want to come to dinner at my house
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i just had a nice breakfast with your mom and little sister 🫤
LL 🤍: yeah because my mom doesn't hate you
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: who's fault is that?
LL 🤍: oh bitch...
LL 🤍: yours because nobody told you to show her those fuck ass videos
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: maybe if you weren't doing anything for there to be any fuck ass videos we wouldn't be in this situation 🤷🏽♀️
LL 🤍: idc what i did you had to show your mom??
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i can't show my mom a video of you doing something wrong but you can tell your friends my personal business for no reason?
LL 🤍: bro
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i am not your bro onika tanya maraj
LL 🤍: i love you bey
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: then come to dinner
LL 🤍: no but i love you
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: what about tomorrow?
LL 🤍: beyoncé
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: im about to get my best friend on you
LL 🤍: 😭😭
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i'm not laughing
LL 🤍: sorry daddy
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: ew
LL 🤍: you don't like that?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i'm your girlfriend not your father
LL 🤍: okay daddy
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: stop
LL 🤍: sorry daddy
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: sigh.
LL 🤍: let's play a game
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: what game?
LL 🤍: i was on ig and i saw these questions to build intimacy
LL 🤍: so i'm gonna ask the question and we both answer so we can build intimacy and shit
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: okay i'm ready
LL 🤍: what's one thing our relationship taught you?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: oh this is easy
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: how to finger someone
LL 🤍: girl be serious
LL 🤍: our relationship taught me how to be vulnerable with my feelings and not self sabotage out of fear
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: you definitely helped me mature and i agree with the vulnerability part but more so with my body and not my feelings
LL 🤍: this is so cute i just want to cry
LL 🤍: if our relationship ended what three things would you miss about me?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: your humor, your kisses, and the way i always feel when i'm around you
LL 🤍: mine are how safe and protected you make me feel, ice cream, and your smell
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: my smell?
LL 🤍: i'm always sniffing you i'm obsessed with you
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: you smell good too
LL 🤍: 😙
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: 🍆
LL 🤍: did you just put your dick in my mouth???
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: 😁
LL 🤍: OHH i forgot one
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: what?
LL 🤍: i love how you copy and imitate me
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i love you twin
LL 🤍: i love you too twin
LL 🤍: one last question
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: yes?
LL 🤍: who was the guy at your kitchen table?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: what guy?
LL 🤍: don't bullshit
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i'll tell you if you come to dinner tomorrow
LL 🤍: really..?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: it's just one short dinner and i promise my mama is harmless
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: she really means well she just wants to protect me the way i want to protect her
LL 🤍: okay fine
LL 🤍: i'll come tell me who he was
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: the problem
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: he's gone now like the problem is gone
LL 🤍: was he your father?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: what should my mom cook tomorrow?
LL 🤍: was he?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: in a way.. yes
LL 🤍: what did he do?
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i don't want to talk about this right now
LL 🤍: shit let's talk about dads
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: onika please i don't want to talk about this right now
LL 🤍: okay
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i'm going to talk to you later i have to go get my sister and my stuff from kelly's house
LL 🤍: i'm sorry
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: you have nothing to be sorry about i just have to go
cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: i'll talk to you soon
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YOU ARE READING
awkward.
Fanfiction(onikam): @beyonce started following you. Still, It Was Worth It I Would Do It Again I Know You Hurt Me, But It Is Just Deeper Than Friendship Now Let's Keep It Awkward [*partial* text message story] bey g!p
